JJ's POV
I was trying to have fun with the guys, Alyssia, and LOX, but I just couldn't get Maggie out of my mind.
"Hey, guys, it's getting late, I'm going to go to bed." I said.
"Noooooo, JJ! Stay in here with us.!" Alyssia begged.
"I'm not really feeling good.. but what the heck anything for my Monkey." I said sitting back down.
"Monkey?" Taylor asked in confusion.
"Yeah, 'Monkey'. Jack and I gave her that nickname back in second grade." I stated.
"Umm.. ok." Taylor said.
"Do you guys know Alyssia can sing?" Mahogany asked everyone. Alyssia's face turned red.
"How would you know if I can sing?" Alyssia asked nervously.
"I may have showed her a video of you singing.." Gilinsky said.
"JAAACCCKKKKKK!!" Alyssia complained hiding her face in her hands.
"Baby Girl, can you sing for us?" Nash asked.
"Ugghhh, I guess. I mean it's not like you guys are going to give me a choice, right?" She asked. Everyone shook their head and laughed.
"Shawn, you pick a song, since you're the best there is." She said.
"How about 'Amnesia' by 5sos?"
"Okay. Brb." She said leaving the room, to come back with Shawn's guitar.
"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all"
"Damn, bae." Taylor said. I could tell he was starting to piss Jack off, but he'll need to fix this before Jack punches him or something.
Everyone started complimenting Alyssia on her singing.
"Would you like to become apart of Magcon?" Cameron asked her.
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Cold Hearted (Jack Gilinsky fan fiction)
FanfictionJack and Alyssia are the best of friends. They've known each other since day 1 in kindergarten, where they became friends, along with Jack Johnson. They always played soccer together, went to sporting events, parties, or whatever they could do, to j...
