Men in love

No.

Jimins pov:

"Yeah sure you can tell me anything." I was curious what he was gonna tell me.

"I-i- love y-you" He whispered. But wait- what!? I was blank for a second or so. He was looking at me with hopeful eyes.

"What?" Is the only thing that came out of my mouth.

"I love you jimin." This time he was more clearer as he held my hands.

"B-but- tell me you are joking." I don't know what to do and how to react.

"I am not jimin. I have tried lying myself but it's not working. I am serious jimin."

"No you can't be! You know that you are going to be married in 2 months-"

"No jimin. If you say yes, I will stop all this. So tell me do you share the same feelings?" He sounded desperate. I was also desperate to say yes to him but I know I can't. I could never.

"N-no" As I said so he fell on his knees still holding my hands.

"J-jimin please t-this is the first time I f-felt like this toward someone. Please tell me you like me back please-"

"Jungkook are you on right mind? Even if I like you back...you know I can't say yes. I would never do that to my best friend. I won't hurt her like this."

"Then what about me? I am also hurting jimin."

"But for me...she is much more important than you. She was there with me all the time when I needed her. I can't do this to her."

"So now you are going to blame me for meeting you late? If I had the chance I would have met you long before. But this is what destiny had planned for us. Me meeting you at the most wrong time." Tears start spilling out of his eyes as he said so. I could feel how he is feeling right now. I was feeling the same.

"I am not blaming you jungkook. But please understand my situation also. How would I face her again? She is important to me jungkook. She has always treated with all the love and care she had. I can't break her heart. So please don't do this to me." I fell in front of me, crying.

"So I have no chance?" I shaked my head furiously.

"Fine" He was smiling. He was about to get up when I held his hand.

"Let me go jimin. If not I will never be able to get out my delusion."

"J-jungkook please don't think I don't l-"

"Then why are you denying it?" He shouted making me cry more.

"P-please d-don't shout." He had a guilty look on his face as he sat back besides me. We sat in silence for some time on the roadside. After I calm down he spoke.

"So you love me?" His eyes were so hopeful that my heart can't bear it. I nodded my head making him laugh.

"We are in a big trap you know." To which I nodded again.

"Jimin if you say yes, I would cancel all these things and they won't blame you. I would not let them raise even a finger at you. Please.."

"No jungkook. My heart knows it. I will never be happy after knowing what I did to my best friend. And she will eventually know it. So what's the point."

"But I could never keep her happy jimin! I will still love you. I won't be give my whole to her. She won't be happy with me. Do you want your friend to be knotted in this toxic marriage? We are not in love jimin. What do expect from me?"

"Jungkook suppose if I am getting married to you. And a day before the marriage Taehyung come to me and say that he loves me. Then what to do you expect me to answer?"

"Of course a NO! He should know his limits-"

"You mean if your best friend did it, it's wrong. And if I did it then it's right." He looked at me puzzled.

"Sorry" He apologized looking at his feet.

"No need to apologize kook. But please don't think I am doing it wrong. I am thinking about a lot of people right now. And all of them will be disappointed with me. I can't do it jungkook."

"So you are saying you can't fight for your love?"

"N-no. Because I am still fighting for my love. My love for lisa as a friend. I can't jungkook. Hope you will understand this some day. I am sorry" My eyes were already puffy and red from all the crying.

"Am sorry too jimin. I shouldn't have said that at this moment. We both know it's not possible. B-but for last time c-can I kiss you?"

"Hell no!"

"Okay okay. Maybe a hug?" He started crying again.

"Okay-" Before I could complete he literally jumped on me making both of us fall from our sitting position. He hugged me tightly pouring all the emotions in his hold. I cried too knowing it might be the last time.

After five minutes he separated. I was already feeling empty.

"W-we should go now." He said hesitantly.

"Yeah"

"And forget whatever happened. You are probably doing the right thing. I am sorry."

"I am sorry too for breaking your heart."

We both walked in silence. Both our hands in our pockets. I was feeling too overpowered by the emotions. Why it had to be like this?

"Jimin we have reached" I turned around to see jungkook standing a few steps behind me. I didn't even know when I crossed the house.

"I am sorry, i was lost in my thoughts."

"It's okay. I should go now"

"Yeah sure" He went to his car and looked back to me as if expecting something. Something that I want to give him but can't. I turned around and ran inside my house. I went towards the window and saw him drove off. It broke me much than I thought it would. Why would it had to be like this god? Why he had to be with Lisa? I walked upto my bed and just lay their crying my heart out.

Jungkook's pov:

He ran inside his house. It broke my heart. I can't stay here any longer. I drove off to Taehyung's house.

"Hey you here again?" He asked in his sleepy grumpy voice.

"He said no!"

"Who? And what- wait did jimin rejected you?"

"You don't have to say it like that" I was on the verge of crying.

"I am sorry" He hugged me knowing me very well.

"Taehyung why me? It was the first time I felt like this for someone. A-and god had to create the worst scenario out of it."

"Shh.. It will all get fine. God has thought something really good for you. You just have to wait."

"B-but I want that good to be jimin. I don't want anyone else."

"We can't do anything against the destiny jungkook, can we?" I cried more on his shoulder.

After a few minutes we both separated.

"You should sleep jungkook. Tomorrow is an important day."

"How can I? How can I sleep peacefully knowing that I can't have my love besides me. Y-you know what he said? He said he loves me back. B-but he is rejecting me because he doesn't want to break his best friends heart."

"He loves you?" Tae asked shocked. I just nodded not trusting my mouth.

"I will talk to him jungkook. If he loves you too then-"

"No you will not Tae. He is right. I can't even imagine you breaking my trust. The same goes with them. He is doing the right thing Tae" I started crying again.

"Jungkook you have grown up my boy" He said hugging me back.

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