Men in love

Heart

Authors pov:

"So...umm.. I am a virgin.." Jungkook said unsure. It was one of the many secrets that they were sharing with each other. It was past twelve in the morning. The room was filled with laughter, giggles and shocked reactions. They both were laying on the same bed, facing the ceiling, draped in comfortable blankets while spilling each other some tea.

"Oka-wait WHAT!?" Jimin sat up from the laying position, not believing what the taller had said.

"Yeah- actually.."

"Woah! I can't believe you haven't done that thing yet. I thought you were some bad boy type. But guess what.." The smaller said teasing the other.

"It's not like that. I was just saving myself for my one and only."

"Oo~ one woman man! That's cool." Jimin said laying back, pressing his head deeper into the pillow and covering more of his body with a blanket.

"Now your turn."

"Actually I am a virgin too." Jimin said hesitating. But jungkook couldn't control his happiness by listening so.

"And you were making fun of me. Look at yourself first."

"I am also saving myself for my one and only. It was just that you are so handsome. I doubt no girl has ever approached you."

"They had. But I didn't focus on them. My heart didn't speed up for any of them."

"Oh. Jungkook a random question came into my mind. Can I ask?" Jimin turned his face towards the other staring at the boy beside him.

"Yeah sure."

"Will you meet me after your marriage?" The question caught jungkook off guard making him choke on air. He thought for a few seconds and chose the best words he can think of before replying.

"Maybe not because I don't want to be distracted from my partner. And you have all the power to do so." Jungkook said turning himself towards the smaller. The statement made the butterflies in jimin's stomach go wild. Pink dust spread all over his cheeks. Silence took over the room while both of them stared at each other, sometimes into the eyes, sometimes onto the lips.

Jimin's thoughts were surrounded by the mole under jungkook's lips, making him want to lick it. These thin lips were all he wanted to give into.

On the other hand, jungkook's head was filled with the desire to taste those thick pillowy lips of the shorter,devour them like no other. His hands were aching to touch jimin. Those beautiful eyes were all he wanted to stare into forever.

Jimin came back into his senses after a while and turned his face again to the ceiling.

"You are such a pookie, kookie. Definitely a green forest. She is lucky to have you jungkook. You...you are perfect in every way. All that a woman wants in her man. My heart swells with happiness knowing that she is gonna get the best. She deserves it." Jimin said with tears just on the corner of his eyes.

'And what about us jimin? Don't we deserve the best? All the generous words you are using for me, I am not like this with everyone. Can't you see it's just you. Not anyone and everyone. Y-you are just thinking about your best friend here then what about me? Who's gonna think that I should also get what I deserve? Not even my dad thinks about it. Don't I deserve the one I want?'

All these words were echoing in jungkook's mind but he couldn't speak them aloud. He wants to tell the man in front of him all this but he couldn't. He is being a coward again.

"I think we should sleep now jimin. You sleep here, I will go to some other room. Good night." Jungkook got off the bed and quickly got out of the room, not wanting to face jimin right now. He just can't.

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Time skip to Sunday~~

Jungkook's pov:

"So ready?" I asked everyone sitting in the car. Jimin and Lisa nodded excitedly while So hyun just had a straight face. I started driving after getting the approval. Lisa played some band songs and was vibing on it. Jimin joined a after a little while. My eyes were retracing their way to the front mirror to get a view of him. He looks cute today. Like always.

After parking the car we all went inside. Lisa holding my hands and jimin talking to So hyun about something with a big smile. I want to be there listening to him but destiny is just not on my side.

The amusement park was full of colors and excited people and a lot of rides. The beautiful evening sky was making it look more beautiful.

"Let's go to a ride first!" Jimin suggested to which I agreed.

"No, I am scared of heights." Lisa whined. Is she serious? Why would she come to an amusement park if she can't sit on ride?

"Me too." Is he serious? Why would Sohyun come here if he is scared too? They both should probably leave so me and jimin can enjoy our time. Period!

"You both are such a mood spoilers. You both are coming with me and that's final. Lisa you have jungkook to hold on and hyung you have me. So please?" Jimin said making me poke my tongue onto the cheeks. How easily he said that. He told me that he has nothing for Sohyun then why would he say things like that.

"Okay"

We sat on the dragon ride. Me and Lisa sat on the topmost corner on one side while jimin and Sohyun sat on the opposite corner. I can see how they were holding hands and how jimin was giggling very frequently. I wish I was in his place.

My thoughts were interrupted when Lisa's hand snaked around mine. The ride had started. Firstly it was slow and but after sometimes it got higher and faster. Everyone was screaming and enjoying. And here I was sitting in pain.
There were two reasons for it. Firstly Lisa's nails were digging in my skin, tearing it off. Damn why do girls have long nails? And another reason was Jimin. The way he was holding onto the man beside him is making my heart burn. They are so close. I want to be this close to him. I want to be the one he holds onto. But guess what, I am not lucky enough.

After a few minutes the ride comes to pause. Lisa was just one the verge of passing out. Even my whole skin was red. We stepped out and saw jimin standing near by.

"It was fun! Lisa you don't look in a very great condition."

"Jimin shut up or I will kill you. I am not going on any other ride. Fuck off you all." She said holding her stomach and took a seat on a empty bench. Her brother was also in same condition sitting besides her.

"Me too. My stomach has already given up." He said.

"What!? You guys are literally no fun. Why would you come to an amusement park if you don't go on the rides. Now with whom I will enjoy?" Jimin said pouting. I wanted to say that he could have all the fun he wants with me. But I controlled, not wanting to say something that sounds inappropriate in front of the two people sitting on the bench.

"You could go with jungkook. He wasn't scared at all." Lisa suggested. And this is the first time I like what she said. My dear Lisa! You are so kind!

"So shall we jungkook?"

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