Tired

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~Katsuki's POV~

It was Monday now, and...the silence was getting to me. Deku has yet to return and the house was starting to feel colder and colder. Of course not literally cold, it's like, fucking summer out here, but...

I sighed and picked up my bag after staring at my living room for way too long. Deciding that I had better go now, or else I'd be late. The whole way to work, the last two days kept playing on repeat in my head. Deku's jealousy and possessiveness. His reaction to knowing about Todoroki. What he had done to Todoroki. The sudden ability to touch him.

I sat in my parked car, staring down at my hand, the one I hit him with. It still tingled with the knowledge that I had made physical contact with Deku.

I don't know what to do right now, and honestly, I'm a little scared he may never return in fear or anger that I may use this new ability to touch him to hurt him, or something. I sighed heavily and got up out of my car heading to work, my personal life may be in shambles but I needed to keep shit stable at work.

As expected due to his concussion Halfie wasn't here. I clocked in as usual and through the backdoor, made my way into the kitchen.

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When lunchtime rolled around I was fucking tired. Despite trying to distract myself with cooking, my mind continued to remind me that I was an expert at multitasking. I was so mentally drained that it was starting to affect me physically.

"Hnnggg..." I groaned in annoyance, and mental and physical pain. My head was really starting to fucking hurt. Then it hit me, both an idea and a ladle "Ow! MOTHERFUCKER! WHO THE-"

I looked up to see Aizawa with his permanent tired eyes and a ladle in hand "Your break is over, I've been callin' your name for like two minutes now, get up" and with that, he went back inside. I sighed rubbing my head in the spot he hit me and then rubbing my temples, after which I got up and went inside.

After my shift was over I dragged my feet over to my car and sat in the passenger seat staring at everything and nothing in particular. Sighing once more I started my car and drove home.

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"Hey!" as I stepped out of my car I looked next door again to see the girl next door. I ignored her and went inside.

I then took a shower and began putting together my idea. I still had the Ouija board from when I first met Deku, so I'd just go back through everything I did before. I got comfortable on the couch, did everything I needed to, and then with a deep breath I placed my hands on the planchet "Deku?"

Silence

"Deku, if you're there can you come out, please"

I received no answer

"Deku please, I need to talk to you, Just come out already"

Still, silence reigned

I sighed and muttered before removing my hands from the planchet and putting everything away. I then made dinner and sat in silence as I ate. I didn't even bother turning on the TV or using my phone.

After I ate I simply washed the dishes and went to my room already ready to fall asleep due to how tired I was mentally and physically.

Even though I was fucking tired, I couldn't sleep. So I called Tired Eyes.

RIIIING! RIIIING! RIII-

"What" he answered in his usual monotonous voice

"I'm just calling to let you know I can't come into work tomorrow, I don't feel good at all-"

"I could tell" he scoffed reminding me of earlier when he hit me with that fucking ladle

"Yeah, uhm, I'll just drag everybody down and slow down everything, so I can't come in" I finished

He sighed heavily "Whatever, don't bother coming back-" My jaw fucking dropped "-until you feel better"

~oh...~

"Alright" With that response he immediately hung up. I sighed and sat up in bed, picking up my laptop to see if there was any other way to contact a ghost.

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~Hmm...Mediumship...no I don't want anybody in my house...Seances...no, again, don't want anybody in my house...Divination Methods...hmm I'll pin that for now......Spirit Photography...I'm not buying a camera just for this...Talking Boards, no. If he didn't want to interact with the Oujia board, I doubt he'd interact with that. So by process of elimination, Divination Methods it is~

"Ahhh fuck" I muttered sitting straight for the first time in what feels like hours. I get off the bed and head downstairs getting myself a cup of tea instead of coffee and something to eat.

~Now what...I don't know what a dowsing rod is and I'd rather stick to the evil I know...crystal balls are just a straight-up no for me, I cringe when I see one, I can't do that to myself...Tarot cards it is...Ion even know how to use them~

"UUUUGGGGHHHH! DEKU! DAMNIT JUST COME OUT AND TALK TO ME!" I yelled in frustration slamming my fist on the table "I'M TIRED I'M FRUSTRATED I'M- I'M SORRY OKAY! I'M SORRY I HIT- WHY THE FUCK AM I APOLOGIZING YOU WERE GOING TO FUCKING RAPE ME! AHHH! FUCKING HELL DAMNIT!"

My chest heaved with quick shallow breaths as I slid to the floor. I grasped my chest hard as I felt it begin to tighten.

~Calm down! Relax damnit! Just calm the fuck down!~

As I'm sure anyone could assume I did not, in fact, calm down....not immediately at least. After a while I finally got my breathing under control, the morning light began to pour in through the kitchen window.

I lay on the floor, even more tired than the day before. "Fucking hell..." I muttered. Slowly I got to my feet and hauled my ass back up to my room. I needed to go down to that shop I got the Oujia board from, both to get the cards and basically for a crash course on how to use them. I sighed heavily once more as I collapsed onto the bed.

"Oh gawd, I'm Tired"

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HIIIII! Uhm, I think, some updates will come out a little quicker, I have a little plan, I hope the motivation to do what needs to be done falls into my lap.

Author-chan~

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