ONE SIDE LOVE[ HEEJAKEHOON FF]

chapter 52 [selfish]

Park family:[flashback]

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" now you turned into gangster huh!!! Creating mess for me for God sake why don't you just focus on your studies!!!" Mr park said  and broke flower pot sunghoon flinched in fear.

"You acting brat take a look with your older brother look at him how he always work hard and make easy for us but you ? I'm now feeling ashamed calling you my son" Mr park yelled .

" and you are gay and like boy wow I didn't think that!!! You are ashamed for me and for our family!!!" Mr park said and om angry he throw whine bottle towards sunghoon.

"Everyone eyes widened before the bottle could touch jay walked in middle and hugged his brother getting the bottle broken glasses on his back.

" Jay!!!" His mother shout and sunghoon froze .

"Hyung " sunghoon  yelled .

"I'm fine" Jay said and smiled but he feel pain on his back.

" maids bring medical box fast!!!" Jay mother yelled and the bulter help Jay.

"It's all your fault!!!get out from my house you don't show us your wretched face again " his mother yelled and sunghoon watching how everyone panicked carrying Jay on his room.

[End flashback]

"Jay staring at his back in the mirror the scars of broken glasses still showing".

" he sighed and wear a t-shirt and sit on his bed".

"Dumb as always you want attention from everyone " Jay said and thinking what he heard from sunghoon.

[FLASHBACK]

can you tell me about this one ?" Jake asked and sunghoon look at the wound mark on his wrist .

" after what happened on mall and you stop coming school and i was worried about and when i visit your house and I heard everything you say that day to heeseung hyung" sunghoon said.

" jake eyes widened and his face turned into serious ".

"You try to attempt suicide because of me?" Jake asked he don't want heard the answer his heartbeating so fast.

"Sunghoon hesitate ".

"Answer me hoon is that true? " Jake asked again and sunghoon slowly nodded.

" Why?hoon ??you could just come and tell me anything why would you try to plan something stupid don't you think me as your friend!!!you promise me you will share everything then how could you-" jake yelled at him.

" I thought if I disappeared everything going to be okay" sunghoon said.

[End flashback]

" as I thought you are weak you always give up and sulk" Jay said and chuckled.

" you are selfish !!!whatever problems you are facing it's all your fault you done easy for me " jay said.

" Jay hyung" jungwon whispered and jay look at his bed side and saw jungwon rubbing his eyes and looking at him.

" should I upload the voice the record to which confess he and heeseung have sex?" Jay chuckled and shake his head.

" no won its enough what he's facing right now is enough for me to see him I don't want to dragged heeseung on this mess" Jay said and jungwon nodded.

"Hyung ..can I ask you one more last question?" Jungwon asked and jay nodded.

"What is it?"Jay said.

" Why do you hate him so much?" Jungwon asked .

" do you want to know the real truth jungwon?" Jay said and smiled.

"Jungwon nodded ".

"The truth is "

"I never hate him"

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