ONE SIDE LOVE[ HEEJAKEHOON FF]

chapter 55 [feelings]

??pov:

" sunghoon was carrying some extra books for study since he's inside the library room".

" sunghoon didn't noticed infront him heeseung was standing he bumped into him and all the books fall from his hand".

"Tsk such a trouble maker" sunghoon heard familier voice and he look at heeseung.

"Hyung" he surprised.

" um...hey why did you move out from the dorm" sunghoon asked but heeseung ignore him and passing from his side.

" hey hyung!!" Sunghoon yelled forgot about his books and follow heeseung .

" hyung please belive me that picture I didn't post please and even jake Also accept that isn't my fault please hyung come back again I'm missing you "sunghoon said and roaming around heeseung.

" heeseung got annoyed by sunghoon"

" get lost " heeseung said but sunghoon is stupid he still following him like bee.

" hyung " sunghoon whined .

" please don't ignore me, I already say It's not my fault!!!!talk to Me hyung!!!"sunghoon said and heeseung grabbed his hand pinned him against wall.

" did I say I want to talk with you!? Did I say I want to see your face !!? NO then why the hell are you coming infront me you got jake by yourself then shut up and get lost!!!" Heeseung said and sunghoon gluped.

" heeseung leave his hands".

"Things will be different if jake just mine forever if you reject him on first place things will be different if you just ignored him and didn't give him attention!things will be different if you aren't my roommate and ..if you didn't force on me that night" sunghoon said and heeseung glared at him.

" now you want to say ?it's my fault? " heeseung said frown.

" you want to say it's my fault that I fall in love with him ?it's my fault that I accept him? It's my fault that you and jake having intimate on mall ?and when did I force on you !?tell me sunghoon did I done something with your constant?" Heeseung said and grabbed his shoulder tightly.

" tell me !?didn't you like it? Didn't you moan for me that night? And what about you!! When you know already your bestfriend already have boyfriend but still you endup having some dirty shits ? Jake cheated first and I just did same !? But you blaming on me now?" Heeseung said and sunghoon feeling pain.

"Heeseung you are hurting me!!!" Sunghoon said.

"This is nothing pain what I'm feeling in my life!! My whole life is destroyed because of you !!! I have to broke up with jake because of you!! Tell me sunghoon if you don't want that then why didn't you pushed me!! Why didn't you slap me why didn't you punch me!!! If you don't want tell me??" Heeseung yelled angrily.

" sunghoon didn't say anything ".

"Why are you silent now !!! Answer me?you say it's my fault right then tell me!!!"heeseung yelled again.

" sunghoon now started to crying , heeseung saw tears on his eyes heeseung eyes soft when he saw sunghoon just silently crying letting his tears falling down".

" I...I don't want feel one side love anymore hyung" sunghoon said.

"It's hurts when jake have love on his eyes for you when he talking about you everyday!!".

" when you stay together I hate to see him!!" Sunghoon said.

"I hate to see him happy with someone when the person is not me"sunghoon said.

" he's my first love since childhood I wish to be his boyfriend I will do everything for him!" Sunghoon said and heeseung listening him .

" untill you come on his life and everything changed" sunghoon said and heeseung wiped sunghoon tears.

" just like you I love him too sunghoon" heeseung said in soft tone.

"We can't change our feelings but what have you done what we done it's not good " heeseung said .

" can we..can we re-start again?" Sunghoon asked.

" heeseung look at him ".

"We can't " heeseung said and step back.

" whatever happened between us everything ended" heeseung said.

" you can go and win jake heart I know he still care about you " heeseung said and turned his back.

" what about you?"sunghoon said .

" that's non of your business " heeseung said and leaving him .

"But...but I don't want to let you go too because " sunghoon said .

"Just like jake I fall in love with you too"