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You.

To the me I'm looking
at.

I wish things would
have ended for us
on different terms.

I didn't want to die.

I thought he loved
me.

I thought he cared
for me.

I thought he wanted
the best for me but
it was all some
sick lie.

You.

To the one who is staring
at me.

I'm glad things ended
the way they did.

I wanted to die.

I know he loves me.

I know he cares for me.

I know that he wants the
best for me and it
isn't some
sick lie.

No……

I can't stand this.

The way my mind
is thinking.

The person in the
mirror pulls me
in and everything
flashes to black.

Once I gain consciousness,
I open my eyes to a
day I always
revist.

A day I love and
DESPISE. 

IT'S WHAT I DESERVED.

For being such
a spoiled loser.

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