remember me

*Fourteen (M)*

"Wait wait wait" Jungkook held his palm out, it dug into Jimins chest, keeping him at bay.

"What?" The elder above him smiled. "We gave you the time you needed. You promised us."

"I know...it's just.." his gaze trailed off to the side where Taehyung was loosening his tie. Gulping down his nerves he looked back up to the one on top of him. 

"Kookie baby, we are alive. We are here." Jimin grabbed his hand and placed it over his heart, allowing Jungkook to feel his heart beating in his chest. "I'm alive. Tae's alive. Ok?"

"I know that. I'm just...this is my first time, that too with two people. I'm allowed to be hesitant and scared."

"If you don't want to do this we can back off. Wait until you're truly ready" Taehyung approached them now, only this time his shirt was off and Jungkook couldn't help the blush that was spreading over his body. His very naked body.

It had been three years since becoming three souls again. Three wonderful years. Taehyung and Jimin gained back all of their memories of Jungkook, in fact that's all they gained back. Anything that didn't involve the younger was lost forever.

Jungkook was never intimate with them in his previous life. He had wanted to wait until he was completely over his trauma. He was slowly getting there when everything happened. The most they had done back then was heavy make out sessions and light touching. He was a virgin in his previous life, still one in this life too. He was just afraid. Having two soulmates was overwhelming at times.

In this life he also wanted to wait. To finish college and live a life he had always dreamed of living. That's why he refused to move in with them and accept any financial support. This was his life, he wanted to make it on his own. To be proud of who he had become and what he could accomplish.

His two bonded weren't happy with his choices. Taehyung especially, as he liked control and not having Jungkook around felt wrong in every way. Jimin understood where Jungkook was coming from and even if he didn't like it he supported him and helped in getting their third to accept it.

Taehyung gave in after a couple of days, his acceptance came with terms of course. Well, one term which Jungkook was happy to abide by.

He was to stay with them Friday night and be dropped off Monday morning. A full weekend, three nights. And that's how the last three years went.

Now he was fully graduated, with a degree and two job offers. Though he turned them both down. What he wanted was to go into the family business, well his found family. Jin was happy to accept him, Hoseok too. He had spent enough time away from his loves, something as menial as work wasn't going to come between them. Plus if Tae or Jimin had their way he wouldn't be working at all.

Jin ended up taking him in under his wing as a young protege. His degree in business would come in handy when and if the need arose. Also this way, his soulmates could rest easy. His work would be behind the scenes, out of harms way.

Now he was lying naked on their bed, Jimin stepping back from his place above him. Sweat coated him. He could feel it dripping back into his hair. The orgasm he had just experienced was mind blowing, yet he still felt oddly empty. It always felt like this after.

This time around in life he had gone further than just kisses and light touching. Hands would wander, clothes would come off and he had already received and given pleasure many times. Anything and everything besides sex. That was the big step he was hesitant in taking.

So here he was, freshly graduated that morning and moved in completely. Ready to give himself away to the two most important men in his life.

"No.." he shook his head. "It's just, we've talked about how it would happen with three of us and I'm nervous, that's all"