"I'm the marionette you play for fun.
You have tainted our memories."
- Kim Sunoo.
"I am the voice in your head.
I am the shadow you can't shake."
- Park Sungho...
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Kim Sunoo Professor 26
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"I'm the marionette you play for fun. You have tainted our memories."
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I love him, so much—so much that, I trusted him blindly and it was my mistake, how naive, how fool i have been.
As I close my eyes, the vivid memories came flooding back, transporting me to that day when he stood before me, a bouquet of red carnation in his hand that symbolizes deep love and affection, his handsome features were alight with a dazzling smile that captivated every bit of my heart.
In that moment, he had looked every bit of the charming prince from my dreams while his words - "One day, I'll marry you" - had filled me with a sense of pure, sheer joy.
The fool, they call me. And perhaps they are right. I had trusted him completely, my love for him blinding me to any flaws or warning signs that told me, it's not right, this relationship is not right. I was a naive fool, drowning in the intoxicating haze of my own emotions.
And now, the sweet promises he had once whispered have turned to bitter ashes in my mouth, "What a shame that you still decided to stay with me even after I did, all those things to you." he had cruelly sneered against my face, shattering the delicate illusion I had so carefully constructed around us.
For six long years, he deceived me, used me as a mere marionette to fulfill his own selfish desires. I had become so dependent on him, so much that his shadow is the only shelter of comfort I know, my very existence revolve just around him.
I don't know anything without him—he has become so ingrained in the fabric of my life that the thought of existing without him terrifies me.
How pathetic I must have appeared, clinging to him like a lifeline, forgetting even the way back to my own home.
I am a imbecile, always have been for him and perhaps I will remain one, forever.
I just want to ask him, Why? why did I have to be the one he chose to deceive, to manipulate like a lifeless puppet, robbing me of my very identity and sense of self?
