Love lust // 4

anaconda

i walk through the anomaly into a white room. we point our guns up when we see there's people in the room. "don't move" i yell. "julia" i look and point my gun a gabriel. "we've been waiting for you"

"the key? it's her" i look at gabriel putting my gun down. "gabriel?"

"it's good to see you" he says. "where are the others? bellamy? octavia? echo?" raven asks. 

"octavia and echo are here but i'm sorry. bellamy's dead" my face drops, "what?"

i feel tears immediately hit my face. this can't be the end, we can't have fought so hard for him to be gone. i shake my head, "he can't be dead. he just can't be"

"i'm sorry but we watched him die" i close my eyes, "no" i mumble. i cover my mouth as i start crying, "j-jordan, eliza. hold the room" miller says. 

they walk forward as i feel my legs start giving out, "watch the door" clarke says. i fall to my knees and start sobbing, i feel my heart shattering and my whole world falling apart, "we do this for him" i hear clarke say. 

"echo and octavia are in trouble. we do this for our family" i hear the door open and i look up. clarke and them point their guns as i stand up. "coming in alone" the man says, "who are you?" raven asks. "they call me the shepard but you can call me bill, you have me. now let my people go" i grab my gun pointing it at him, "it's ok" clarke says. i look at her, "no it's not. his people killed bellamy" i yell. i point the gun at one of his people. "julia. bellamy wouldn't want this" raven says walking closer to me, i shake my head. more tears filling up, "they killed him raven. they killed him" i cry.

she grabs my arm and pushes it down, "he would not want you to have more blood on your hands" i look at her, "we save echo and octavia. then we go home"

"he was my home" 

she sighs, i look at my hands and then back at her. "fine" 

the people leave and the door shuts, i look at the man and wipe my face. he looks familiar. i walk forward, remember julia. these people listen to you, don't break just yet. "i've seen you before"

"then you must be julia" he walks closer to me. "i know why the second dawn logo was on that burial shroud"

"burial shroud. that explains the smell" 

"how the hell are you here?" i say aggressively getting ready to hold my gun back up. "now that's a very long story"

"julia chon em bilaik?" eliza asks. 

'julia who is he?'

 "bunker oso lived ona kos sis yiron. dison laik koken cult reinseda chon don stan op em" i reply.

'the bunker we lived in for six years. this is the crazy cult leader who built it' 

"we weren't a cult" my eyes widen, he understood me? "we were a collective of great minds dedicated to the continuation of our species"

"ha yu don get daun in" eliza says.

'how did you understand that'

"slower, please. uhm, it's been so long. it sounds different" he stops talking. "my god. if her language survived then that means-" he steps closer and raven, miller, and clarke hold their guns at him. "is my daughter in the key?" i stare at him confused. "is your daughter in where?" jordan asks. "the ai in julia's head" i look at clarke, i've never had the ai in my head. i look at gabriel, "what you call the flame, they call the key" he adds. i look back at clarke. "i've ne-"

she shakes her head, "go with it" she mouths. i nod. "becca said that it would merge with a human mind"

"becca?" raven asks. "yes, he burned her at the stake" i say. "did callie tell you that? you recognized my face. you know things that you couldn't know. you speak a language that she made up as a child. calliope?" he gets closer to me. 

i'm still confused, why does he think i had the flame in me? that was clarke, not me. i only know he burned her at the stake because madi told me. 

just go with it.

"please answer me. is she in there?" i nod, "yes. calliope is in here" he smiles and i point my gun up. "but that's not how it works"

"how does it work? tell me" 

"well you killed the love of my life so i'm not sure i want to help you" i state. be strong julia, for bellamy. "please. i'll do anything" 

"our other friends, bring them here. now"

"i want to help you julia. but i can't give orders to men who are not here" 

"gabriel, open the door" i say not taking my eyes off of Cadogan, i grab him and turn holding the gun to his neck. i look at gabriel as he opens the door. right away the guards put their weapons up. "weapons down. all of you" they lower their weapons and a man in white walks in. "send in their friends" the man does something with his fingers and guards move. 3 guards walk forward into the room. no.

i step closer staring at them as they take off their masks, my eyes widen staring at echo, diyoza, and octavia.