Breaking Boundaries *(RINNEY)*

Obsessed? Chapter 14

(Finney's POV)

I sat at the table staring blankly at my food. Chloe and Robin were messing around acting like one of those cheesy couples. Billy kept glancing at me, hoping to see me in a different position at least once...Or even just for my food to shift around a bit. But it didn't, I wasn't hungry, and if I'm being honest, I never was much of a foodie...Or a food person to even start off with. I'd eat, but...I'd rather just smoke then have a full meal.

"Are you hungry?" I turned to Billy. "Why isn't Griffin here yet?" "I just- Okay this is not about that, why have you touched your food?" "I'm just not hungry." "Have you been...Ya know..." I silently nodded, Billy just put on a weak smile. "Right...Uh..." Billy looked away slightly guilty. "Hm?" "Nothing just...I'm thinking about going clean." I just nodded. "Cool." "Yeah, it'll be tough, but hopefully worth it in the end."

I just smiled Smalley, before turning back to my full plate.----

-------Dinner time

I was now instead sitting with Luke, Cole and...Dana, Bruce...And Griffin. Bruce was sitting to my left Dana was on my right. She was yapping to Luke about something, and Cole kept looking up at me. I was just having chicken noodle soup. "Anyways, wanna hang out?" Bruce asked. "Sure." I shrugged. "Cool." "Can I  come?" I looked up at Cole who looked clearly intrigued by our conversation. "Uh...Sure." I nodded. Cole smiled. "Cool." He said clearly over excited.

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"Right....So, that is why you don't fucking trust Maddie." Cole laughed. "Just because she talked to you?" "No, she disagreed with me, and then I was like fuck it. I told her she was stupid, and then got all mad and made out with my literal ex." Cole scoffed. I just raised an eyebrow. "Maddie is still hot though." Bruce shrugged. I looked over to Bruce who had been laying in his bed tossing a baseball up and down. Cole was sitting in Bruce's desk chair backwards, and I was just leaning against Bruce's desk.

"Right so...What about we talk about something more interesting." Bruce sat up, the baseball making a satisfying slap noise as it hit Bruce's hand. "And what exactly is that?" I questioned crossing my arms. "Well...Robin of course." "Yeah and how he's hitting on my sister." Cole laughed. "Right....And Finney." Cole narrowed his eyes before turning to me. "Whaaaa." I just looked down my cheeks tinting ever so slightly. "I mean...He is sorta like...Ya know." "Gay?" "No- well...Yeah, but like...Not exactly." I just slowly nodded.

"Okay...Anyways...When did...That happened?" Cole asked as he pointed at me. "First of all, nothing is going on between us, Robin hates me, and I hate him." Bruce just squinted his eyes before looking at me. "As if." Bruce scoffed. I just rolled my eyes. "Robin's basically obsessed with you." "No he's-" "Obsessed?" I turned to see Robin in the doorway. He stood there. The door had been cracked open, but I guess without realizing it slowly kept opening more and more.

"Um..." "What are you talking about." Bruce went pale as he looked at Robin. Cole however Just sat there, his feet planted as he stared up at Robin. "It's not-" Robin quickly walked off before I could finish my sentence.

"Robin!" I stood up straight before following him quickly. Robin's pace was quick and angry as he stormed through the hallway. "It's not that!" I tried saying. Robin entered his room. I quickly followed him in as I caught the door before he slammed it shut. "Fucking seriously?" Robin turned to me. "I-" "No, because I'm not obsessed with you...I mean I would feel bad for myself if I was obsessed with you." I just glared at Robin.

"Who ever agreed to that?" "No one! "Right, so why are we fighting over this?" "No Finn, that is just what you don't get. It's the fact that you let Bruce take advantage of that idea!" "I never did, you just had to burst in before I could even say anything." "Right, and If I didn't what would you say? That I'm your bitch? Because I'm not, in fact I fucking hated you Finn! You were such a pain in the ass not to mention the fact that you're a junkie." "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I screamed. Robin just looked at me hate swelling in his eyes. 

"I do drugs because my life sucks!" "Doesn't everyone's? We live in North fucking Denver! Your acting like a fucking baby right now, grow the fuck up! It's embarrassing how you try to play the victim every fucking chance you get!" "Not my fucking problem! And I don't play the fucking victim! Your just a soft bitch who can't handle himself! You have fucking anger issues dude!" "Yeah? I have anger issues?" Robin said raising his voice as he stepped forward. "Yeah you fucking do and you can't handle them." Robin's fist were balled as he glared at me.

"Your one of the most shittiest people I have ever fucking met." "Good." I say. "Good?" Robin questions. "Yeah...Perfect." I walked out of Robin's room slamming the door shut as hard as I fucking could. Anger boiled in me as I went to my room only a couple feet away from Robin's I entered my room feeling as though I could kill the whole fucking world. I grabbed the box from under my bed before grabbing a razor and stuffing it into my pocket.

I stared up at the ceiling tears beginning to flood out my eyes. I looked down before walking out of my room towards the bathrooms....

That whole argument was pointless...It was blown out of proportion, all his fault. I'm not fucking playing the victim, he is, with his stupid hair, his stupid voice. His ugly ass face. I entered the back stall before sitting in the very back corner, this was giving flashbacks to middle school I thought before grabbing a toilet paper roll. I unraveled what seemed to be a good amount before I drew out the razor. 

I rolled up my sleeve staring down at my skin...It was pale, and had various markings, from belts, glass, razors...All the shit you can imagine. I held the razor to my skin holding my breath before I deeply pressed down. I slightly winced at the pain before I saw a heavy leakage of blood come out. I sighed before grabbing the wad of toilet paper trying to stop the blood from reaching any other area. I exhaled sharply before swiping farther leaving a fresh bloody cut. I glanced down at it before grabbing the remaining toilet paper and wrapping it tight around my forearm.

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