Soulmates

Red lights - Part 2

I couldn't say how many times we made love that night. How many orgasms shook the very core of me. Only a few hours have passed since I collapsed, exhausted, in his arms when I wake up again. Chris is sleeping peacefully next to me, inhaling and exhaling deeply. I look at him for a moment, smiling. I go to the bathroom to freshen up. I feel weary and sore. I wince in front of the mirror as I look more closely at my body. His fingers have left a mark around my wrists, my neck, my hips. Bruises are also appearing on the inside of my thighs, right where his hips hit during intercourse. I shower and wrap myself in a towel. I am brushing my hair in front of the bathroom sink when Chris comes in. Naked. His penis erects showing his desire plainly. The burning shade of red in his eyes too. I shudder when he wraps his arms around me and leaves kisses on my neck. My body immediately reacts and I can feel the space between my thighs growing wet. He pushes his nose against the back of my neck and inhales. He laughs.

"I'm not the only one still in heat..."

I don't answer him but let him put my hands flat on the counter, forcing me to lean forward. My towel drops to the ground. I can feel his erection against my skin. He kisses my shoulders and I open my legs wider. He penetrates me without any preparations. There's no need. His scent alone is enough to arouse me. I only want one thing and fast: him inside of me.

I close my eyes. Seeing my reflection in the mirror is embarrassing until he whispers in my ear: "Open your eyes, Y/N. Look at me."

I do as I am told and our eyes link up. His are filled with desire and love. He bites his lips. I let a moan escape my lips in pleasure seeing him like that and tears well up in my eyes. Our movements grow more intense as I stand straighter, wrapping an arm around his neck, pushing myself against his chest. His hands reach my breasts and cup them. New bruises appear on my legs, where my thighs hit the edge of the counter. We come quickly after that and for a time, orgasm soothes our desire.

We take advantage of a peaceful moment to have breakfast. Chris pays me every attention, as if we wanted to make sure I had all I could ask for. Still, he doesn't waste one opportunity to brush against my body or kiss me. We're talking in quiet voices when someone knocks on the door.

"Chris? Y/N?"

Felix. We both roll our eyes and sigh.

"Can never get any peace and quiet with them," Chris mumbles.

I chuckle. "You know our cubs always need us. It's been 3 days since you left and I disappeared yesterday evening. They must feel lost."

He laughs out loud.

"Chris?"

Han.

"You've got to be kidding me... There's two of them?!"

"Y/N?! Chriiiiiis?!"

Hyunjin.

"No, three of them!" I correct him and see the exasperation on his face.

He sighs before opening the door.

"What?" he growls.

I chuckle when I see Han's face freeze.

"W — We — We brought some of Y/N's stuff..." Felix stutters, handing Chris a bag.

"We knew she would be here. And since she left in the middle of the night without even her shoes, we thought she wouldn't have much to wear..."

True enough, the only item of clothing I have on me now is one of Chris's tee-shirts. The sweater I was wearing yesterday has been abandoned in a lump in a corner and my underwear was lost somewhere in the woods.

Hyunjin's head appears in the door and he makes a face.

"It stinks of sex in here!"

Han pushes him away. "Is it nice? Are you enjoying it? I mean, how is it? Is it different then when..." he starts asking.

Felix grabs both of them by the arm and takes them away. "We're leaving. We just wanted to know if everything was alright. That's it. So. Um... See you soon, right?"

Chris closes the door and I burst out laughing when I seem him roll his eyes again.

"They're all so bloody nosy!"

With every wave of desire rising within us, we throw ourselves at each other with increasing hunger. By the end of the day, I am exhausted. My entire body is sore. My skin is red with all the kisses, caresses and the rubbing. My voice is slightly hoarse with all the cries, moans and gasps. New bruises and bite marks have appeared on my body. My vulva feels painful, like I can feel Chris inside of me all the time. Deep down, even though it's intense, I would love to feel like that all the time...

After the last time we have sex, I don't have the strength to leave the bed and stay wrapped up in the sweaty sheets, eyes closed, trying to breathe again. Chris quickly brings me hot tea. I sit up with a wince and thank him. I look around the room and blush as I realize the mess we have made. I think back to all the times we made love. My face against the wall and my back pressed against his sweaty chest. His tongue between legs. My legs around his hips, water running down our body. My lips on his penis. His mouth marking my skin. My legs raised up on his shoulder. His hard thrusts. My hips guiding him throught the pace...

"Y/N..."

I focus back on the present and look up at him. His eyes are slowly losing their shade of ruby. His pupils are still dilated though. He leans towards me and presses his lips on mine.

"I know you're tired. But if you keep thinking about all that, I won't be able to hold back much longer..."

I kiss him with a smile.

The sun is setting and I fall asleep. I feel Chris's arms around me. His breath is warm against my neck. I can feel his penis hardening against me.

"Chris... I'm tired... I can't anymore..."

"I know, Y/N... You've born it so well. You've given me so much."

"I didn't bear it. I wanted it."

"I know."

He leaves a soft kiss on my forehead. My body would not get through it one more time. I know he'll honor my wishes and he won't be frustrated but I do really want to see him take pleasure. Want to give him pleasure. I lean on top of him and bite his lips. Our tongues start playing with each other, our teeth knocking as our kiss deepens and becomes more urgent. I run my hands through his hair, intertwining my fingers in his curls. I leave his lips to kiss his perfect jaw, his neck, his shoulder blades. I lick his belly and my mouth finally reaches his erection. My tongue brushes against it and I grab it with my hand, starting a back-and-forth. I hear him moan. I take his penis whole in my mouth. I lick it, kiss it, caress it. And when his breathing gets faster, I lie down next to him, facing him and press myself against him, my breasts against his chest.

"Come between my thighs," I whisper in his ear.

I slide his penis between my legs, right against my inner thighs. I tighten my legs as he starts thrusting, his penis brushing against my vulva. My saliva on his length and the wetness between my thighs make his movements easier. I wrap my arms around his shoulders. His hands reach my bottom and grab my cheeks. His breath is hot and irregular against my neck. I look at his face, half-closed eyes, half-open lips, frowning with effort and pleasure. I wipe away a drop of sweat on his temple and lean my forehead against his. I love knowing I'm the only one that can do this to him. His pace gets faster and I feel him ejaculate between my legs with a grunt. We stay like that for a while, until he reached between my thighs. He scoops his semen with his fingers and delicately brings it inside of me. I know he's not doing that just because. I know what this means for a wolf. I want you. I want to mark you. I want you to carry my descendance. You are mine. It is completely instinctive and primitive for him.

"I don't deserve you. You are so — perfect. I'm so lucky I found you."

His eyes have returned to their usual color.

"Christopher... You're the one that does this to me. The only one. There's no one else. Just you and the pack."

I feel our bond throbbing between us but also between the whole pack. I send them my love and they answer back. I fall asleep happy, in peace and in love in his arms.

I think such intimate and intense moments would enable us to repair what was starting to split. I thought Chris would gain back his trust, in himself and in me. In us. I thought I'd shown him he didn't need to protect me. But I was selfish and never thought about protecting him. My soulmate.