𝐑𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞 𝐎𝐟 𝐀 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫 | 𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐊𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐳

➤ The Look Of Love

"'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."

As me and Bill walked outside the cafe. He was talking about the types of shops and clothing brand's he adored.

I intended to listen of course. But.. everything Bill told me and showed me about me and Tom.

How can anyone think straight after seeing someone loved you so truly?

But the thing that bugged me the most, was self blaming.

Why couldn't I just remember? Why couldn't the memories just flash back all of a sudden? Why couldn't I just catch a glimpse of them?

Maybe.. just maybe. If I never went through whatever bull shit I dragged Tom along In. We both would've never experienced this much pain.

What If.. we struck to the contract like he said and never truly fell deeply In love for one another? Maybe then, I wouldn't have to put him through my misery.

My phone rung out of the blue. I excused myself from Bill and went to somewhere close but more quiet to answer.

"Hey. Who's this?" I ask, answering the call.

"Hallo my love! It's me, Tom." He spoke, his voice full of excitement.

"Hi! Uhm.. Did you need something?" I asked, still surprised from all the nicknames he's called me.

"Are you busy at the moment? I have to show you something, pretty girl." He spoke, sounding more excited word after word.

"O-Oh.." I muttered, letting out a soft giggle from the endless compliments. "Well Tom I'm sorry but, I'm with Bill and-"

"Don't worry. He knows." Tom chuckled.

I turned my head to look at Bill. Tilting my head a little and smiling after seeing him shrug and smile at me first.

I looked away and got back on my phone. "Where do I go then?"

"Stay there meine liebe. (my love.) I'll be there in a few minutes. Don't worry about It alright?" Tom spoke, sounding excited once more.

Before I could respond, he ended the call.

I sighed and walked over to Bill.

"He's desperate to get his girl back. Isn't he?" Bill spoke. Nudging me with his elbow.

I didn't respond but smiled to myself. I wasn't used to all of this effort for me besides getting me all prepped for photoshoots.

How could someone love me so deeply?

Tom stuck to his word and arrived in less than three minutes later on.

"You know when you told me you'd be here In a few minutes I thought you meant five to ten.." I spoke playfully as I got in the passengers seat of his sports car.

"Can't keep a girl like you waiting. Can I?" He spoke.

I closed the door and waited for Bill to enter the car.

Tom started driving although. "Hey, hey wait! You forgot Bill!" I exclaimed, pointing to Bill from the street we just left.

"He won't take it deeply love. He knows this Is a date." Tom spoke, turning his steering wheel with every curve we took.

"I'm not sure I ever knew this was a date.." I giggled, sitting back comfortably on my seat. "Well, now you do." Tom spoke, placing a hand on my thigh.

"Can I?" He asks for permission to continue.