In the high-stakes world of political campaigns, Troi has always been the steadfast force behind Jack Schlossberg's run for office. But when forces threaten to derail everything they've built, Troi and Jack must confront not only political chess gam...
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I'm jolted out of my sleep early, reason unknown. I check my phone, and I see that I still have two hours left before I have to officially get up. I groan, shoving myself farther into my blankets. I tossed and turned all night, my thoughts keeping me half-awake through it all.
The encounter with Jack at my apartment has been replaying in my mind constantly.
Am I so pathetic that I am easily swayed by his disposition? I can feel myself falling for him, and it scares me. It's happening so quickly, so easily.
A part of me understands that I must face the emotions that plague me deeply. I know I am doing a disservice to myself by ignoring everything that I feel for him. The pull he has on me is magnetic, seductive, and in all aspects; consuming.
But he is also a great friend, one that I would defend with honor if it came to it. Despite it all, I am reminded that I owe so much to the team, to my family, and to America by electing a candidate that I believe is capable of real, genuine change.
After Saturday night, it felt like we had crossed a line that we shouldn't have. Though it was only a small, sensual touch, I felt like we ourselves were jeopardizing the campaign just as much as Elizabeth.
I made myself a promise this morning; that I will shove any forbidden desires and attachment away, focusing on duty and justice for the greater good. My desires are simply desires, and it's not worth it if it means jeopardizing what's really important; electing him President of the United States and helping the livelihood of each and every American.
I try to shove any semblance of my torment away, cuddling into my pillow. After about thirty-five minutes, I decided to get up and get my day started.
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I arrived at the headquarters early, for the first time in a long time. I drink my warm coffee, trying to ease the knot of tension in my stomach. Today we would confront Elizabeth, and we prepared ahead of time for any possible reaction that came out of her. I had barely slept last night due to her and Jack. The betrayal, the lies, and the potential damage of her claims have made me question everyone around me.
I also hadn't spoken to Jack since he left Saturday.
It felt like the world was starting to crumble on me piece by piece. But I couldn't forget who I was. I'm the team's campaign manager, and I wouldn't let the fires put me out.
"Good-morning Troi! You're here early."
I take out my airpod, smiling at Vanessa. "I know... didn't sleep well."
"You and me both," She says teasingly. I smirk, knowing she probably had a good, long night with Jeremy. "Have a good day. Let me know if I can help with anything," she adds.
"Thanks Vanessa, will do."
I head to my office first, hanging my coat on a hook and setting my purse on my desk. I log onto my computer and read a couple of emails. I received a text from Liv, letting me know that it was time to meet. I sigh for a moment, gathering my thoughts and preparing myself for what's to come.
