⚠️TW! ED MENTION!⚠️
CARLY POV:
I've been scrolling on my phone for an hour or so, which means it's practically lunch time. I feel hungry, my brain says I am.
Well part of it does anyways. The other part screams at me to not eat. I know I can't listen, but I know how I look.
After a quick little debate with myself, I settle for eating a salad with water. Still food but less intimidating and just less food in general.
Slowly, I walk downstairs and grab some ingredients to make my salad.
- Lettuce
- Tomato
-Cucumber
- Celery
- Radish
- Dressing
Can I even call that a salad? Or should it just be 'Carly gets vegetables, throws them in a salad bowl and calls it a salad!' It's a Carly salad. Done.
I cut the vegetables, and just throw them into the bowl, mix them a bit then add the dressing, then mix again. The Carly salad is done! I quickly grab a cup and get some water.
To be honest I'd rather not die of dehydration.
I move to sit in my usual spot in the dining room. I go on my phone and scroll on tiktok. The one app that feels like you're on for twenty minutes, but it's really been four hours.
Tiktok is a distraction, for when I don't want to feel something.
I don't want to feel like I'm eating so much.
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Just a salad and water, that's all it takes,
but what happens when the love for that, breaks?
Tiktok can distract for on a short while,
who knows what will happen without it?
Her food might end in a pile.
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(A/N sorry it's short this is me trying to post during a really busy time!)
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FanfictionThis is more of an insight into Carly's past and how everything affected/affects her. This is also used to spread awareness. Careful what you say, you never know how it will hurt someone. (All characters belong to The_NurseryNurse on tiktok\Facebook...
