Mental Health One shots

1. Addison Montgomery

Tw: Sh, panic attack, slight mention of abuse
Please don't read, if any of the subjects trigger you!

No one will notice how little she slept, how she burried herself in work, how dizzy she got when she stood up or that she only wore long, loose clothes. At least that's what Y/n Grey thought. But a certain red-haired doctor noticed that something was wrong.
She saw how the young girl was getting tired, always had black circels under her eyes, how she was burrying herself in work and how her body was slowly giving up. She noticed her eyes, red from crying so much. But what should she do? Y/n was the twin sister of Meredith Grey, who is her ex's girlfriend. Of course the intern would hate the attending.

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"Dr Grey with Dr Robbinson and Grey 2 you are with Addison," announced Dr. Bailey

Y/n was fed up. She always came after Meredith, even though she was the same age as her. It wasn't fair, Meredith got all the glory for everything. Y/n was good but Meredith was better at fucking everything! The best in this, a genius in that, unbeatable, always on top of class.  Even though Y/n loved her sister, she was fed up of living in Meredith's shadow! At the same time, it helped her that no one paid attention to her. Ever since they were children, only Meredith was noticed. This gave the younger one the opportunity to stay low under the radar.  No one noticed anything about her or noticed her as a Person, no one would care enough, thanks to Meredith.

"GREY 2, you want to finally get moving?! Take an example from your sister." Bailey was angry.

Y/n didn't say anything, just flinched and rushed to Dr Montgomery. Her breathing became faster and images from the past threatened to take over.

"No, no, no, not now"

She knew what helped, there was only one thing that helped now. The doctor quickly disappeared into the nearest supplie closet. She made sure that no one was there and hit the wall several times. It hurt and immediately a wave of relief went through the blonde's body and she became calmer.

"Fuck, fuck!"

Dr Montgomery had paged the young girl. So she quickly set off

"Care to explain where you were Dr Grey?" Addison asked in a strict tone.

The young doctor didn't dare to look at Dr Montgomery and glood her eyes to the plain white floor.

"I am sorry Dr Montgomery. I-It won't happen again I promise!"

"Dr Grey could you please look at me?"

When Y/n made no move to comply with the request, the older one raised her chin with two fingers so that Y/n had to look at her. Y/n flinched and took a step back at the contact of Addisons Fingers. Addison paused and looked at the girl more closely. She was shaking, her eyes red and full of panic. Addison first had to pull herself together.

"Dr Grey are you alright?"

The person addressed nodded weakly.

"Dr Grey I think-"

An emergency. A pregnant woman with serious injuries had just been admitted.

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Y/n stayed quiet, only speeking when Dr Mongomery asked her a question and complying with all her orders. After a short time, Dr Mongomery was able to find a fetal heartbeat and the patient was stabilized enough for surgery.

It turns out that Dr Grey is just as competent as a surgical intern as her sister. Addison regretted not having worked with her sooner. She liked Dr Grey, her sister although was a pain in the ass. Always questioning everything and talking without end. Y/n Grey was easy to work with, she knew what she was doing, she fixed the complicated shoulder fracture without any problems while Addison kept an eye on the fetus's heart beat. The fetus was doing amazingly well. The girl seemd to have a special talent in Addison's speciality.