Megan Pete is entering her senior year of high school as the new kid. She quickly adjust to her new life when she meets her best friend Kellon, who guides her down the right paths. She forms a deep bond with a cute girl, Gloria Woods. What happens w...
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It's now monday and I haven't spoken to meg since kellons house party. This is a huge shift from texting all day everyday. I plan to apologize to her at lunch today, hopefully she still shows up. I'm not ready to admit my feelings towards her yet. I still don't know if that's what they are. She's just different and I want to be around her 24/7.
The bell rings and I go to our usual spot at lunch. I never actually eat during lunch as my bag is always full of snacks and I don't be hungry by the time lunch come. I sit down and pull out my phone texting Kellon. 'Hey is meg still sitting with us?' I stare at the screen and start bouncing my leg in anticipation when the typing dots appear. 'of course. we otw rn.'
I look around and see nicki walking over to the table. She sits down with her tray of food and looks at me. "You ready?" she asks, popping a fry into her mouth. I gulp and nod slowly. I've rehearsed this apology several times in my head yet I seem to have forgotten my lines.
I hear megan before I see her. She's laughing with Kellon at who knows what. I smile slightly knowing she's still in good spirits. She sits down in front of me and looks at me as if she's expecting some. Her boldness caught me off guard and I cleared my throat.
"Uhm hey meg, I just wanted to apologize about yk what happened at Kellons party. I didn't mean to make you upset or be weird or anything. I just didn't want to make you uncomfortable. I understand now that it was incredibly weird of me to do that and i'm sorry and I miss you." I say as sincerely as I can. I was not meant to say that last part, it definitely slipped out.
I look at her face for a reaction and it stays neutral. Great she's still mad. She then smiles widely and giggles. "I forgive you. although I wasn't really mad in the first place. However, i appreciate the apology and I miss you too." Kellon starts to laugh and nicki joins in. I look down embarrassed.
Did they let me believe she was mad at me just so I can make a complete fool out of myself?? I mean Kellon insisted megan was upset and nicki encouraged me to write out such an elaborate apology. And they think it is so funny. I get up and walk away, towards the girls bathroom. I walk in and look around. No one is in here, perfect.
Don't cry glo crying always makes it worse
I take a deep breath to calm my nerves and look into the mirror. A few seconds later I can see megan walk into the bathroom from the mirror. My heart drops slightly.
"Come here fren" megan says holding her arms out. I walk into her arms and she wraps them around me. At this point I can't hold it in anymore and I burst into tears. I'm not entirely sure why i'm even crying. Is it because I was just laughed at or maybe i'm frustrated with myself for believing them. Maybe i'm overwhelmed with these new feelings for megan that I now have to face. Either way it felt good to get it out.
