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Megan

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5 minutes. 5 minutes left until the bell rings for lunch. I have long tuned out of this lecture. The only thing I could think about was glo. I haven't seen or talked to her for 2 whole days and I miss her like crazy.

I tried texting her, calling her, and I left multiple voicemails. Only thing I got back was silence. At least i'm not blocked, surprisingly.

I have no idea how i'm going to win this girl back. Maybe if she let me explain myself she'd be more willing to forgive me.

As soon as the bell rang, I was the first person out the class. I met up with kellon and we walked to lunch together. "You nervous?" he asked as we stepped into the cafeteria. Nervous was an understatement. My heart was pounding as I scanned the cafeteria in search for glo, completely ignoring his question.

I saw her sitting in our usual spot, except of course nicki wasn't there. I took a deep breath as we approached her. Kellon sat down but I stayed standing. She was looking down at her phone.

"Hey glo" I started, completely forgetting the script I wrote in my head. "Can we uh talk?"

She didn't look up, didn't even acknowledge my presence. She put a fry in her mouth while scrolling instagram. I swallowed hard.

"I think you should give me a chance to at least explain myself."

Still no response. I glanced over at kellon who looked between us. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat. It was clear he wasn't finna say shit.

"I know I fucked up. I'm sorry for what happened with nicki. it was a mistake and I regret it every second of everyday. I miss you so much glo. please talk to me." I said desperate for a response. I just wanted to hear her voice again.

Her expression was unreadable as she set down her phone and began picking with the food on her tray. I could tell she was avoiding my gaze.

Kellon decided to speak up. "glo maybe you should just hear her out."

She finally looked up meeting my eyes. Her expression was cold and distant. "Megan I really don't want to hear it."

I felt a familiar lump forming in my throat. "glo what do u want from me? how can i fix this? i'll do anything. you want me to beg? cs I will."

"Only thing I want from you is space." She said, so calm, yet firm. It felt like a slap in the face. I felt a spark of anger.

"Space? that's what you want?! so basically you want to leave me! nah fuck that!"

Kellon intervened, "Megan yelling isn't going to help. if she wants space then that's what you're going to give her. you can't be mad if she never wants to see ur face ever again."

Glo stood up, taking her tray with her, and gave kellon a small smile. "that's exactly what I want kellon. thank you."

As she walked away all I could do was stare speechless. Is that really what she wants? to never see me again? The previous spark of anger turned into rage as I slammed my fist into the table. "fuck!! kellon wtf?! why would you even put that shit in her mind!!"

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