(Miyazakis 's pov)
One for being alife, four for the insults people yelled at me, two four the person i got expelled, three for giving the girl the feeling that she was in my debt. Three for getting punished for hitting a person. Two for joining the hostclub. In total that is fiftheen.
I grabt the knife and started cutting. I did this every day in the evening. Ever since the war. In the war i got hurt. I payed for all my mistakes. But after war nobody punished me for my mistakes...so i started doing it myself.
I grabbed some bandages and putted them around my arms. Once the cuts heal they leave a scar. But if someone would ask for it i already have an answer. I'll say that i got them in war.
I'll make sure i'm the only one who knows I made them...
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I gave some tea to the guests. I can't believe i have to wear a maid dress unless the hostclub is cosplaying....
They aslo putted a bit of my hair in two small ponytails.
'Miyazakiiiiiiiii!' I looked at Tamaki. 'What?' 'Since you work here... can you sing?!. 'No, not gonna do that.'
'If you do it, i'll alow you to pick out once in the week your own outfit.' Kyoya said with a smirk on his face. 'Very well' i sighed.
I stood on a podium and looked at the girls and the hosts. 'I a-am going to sinh "Welcime to my life" from simple plan...
"Do you ever feel like breakin' down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming?No, you don't know what it's like
When nothin' feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breakin' down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feelin' so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleedin'No, you don't know what it's like
When nothin' feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like meTo be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breakin' down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
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The broken noble(ohshc)
FanfictionMori's litle sister Miyazaki Morinozuka has a traumatising past. Because of that she acts a litle like a robot; only talks when neccesar and shows no emotion. Her life changes when she enters the ouran academie and meets the host club. And one of t...