MIKHA'S POV
"You are a fucking filthy gay"
"I hate you!"
"I despise you!"
"Pinapagod mo lang sarili mo mikha."
"I wish I never met you"
"No!" Sigaw ko at the top of my lungs.
Nagising naman ako na hingal na hingal at pawis na pawis. nakatitig lang ako sa ceiling at ang tanging naririnig ko lamang is this freaking alarm clock beside me.
Pinatay ko naman to agad and sat at the edge of my bed. Napayuko naman ako.
It's been weeks, at it still haunts me kahit sa panaginip ko. Aiah's effect on me really something. Ganon ba talaga kapag first love mo?
"Ridiculous" I dryly chuckled.
Wala na akong magagawa para ayusin ang nangyari. Galit na galit naman kasi aiah sa akin, maybe it's time to forget about her. Alam ko namang hindi madali but meron pa ba akong choice? I can't make her fall for me knowing that she hated my whole existence.
Fuck that girl. Wala naman akong ginawa sa kanyang masama but she hated me so much. Hindi ko rin naman kasalanan na her mother turns out to be gay. Naiintindihan ko naman na she had some painful experience in the past pero hindi naman yun ang dahilan para madamay sa galit niya yung mga gay that she met. She's didn't even value our friendship.
The continuous ringing of my phone ang nakapag pawala sa akin sa deep thoughts that i was having. Kinuha ko naman agad ang phone ko at my eyes grew wide nung makita ko na sobrang daming message na galing sa girls, asking me to go to school na. Apat na araw na akong hindi umaattend ng classes. I need a break from everything, lalo na kay aiah.
Napansin ko din na nag message si chie, telling how worried she is. Nagrereklamo din siya na iniwan ko daw siya magisa for days at i owe her a lunch.
"I need to take a bath na" I mumbled.
Pero bago ako ibaba yung phone ko, Jhoanna's called ID suddenly appeared.
"Ano naman kaya kailangan ng babaeng to?" I said bago sagutin yung call.
"Hel-"
"Where the fuck are you?!" Jhoanna screamed. Nagulat naman ako sa sobrang lakas ng pagkakasigaw niya sa phone.
"Hoyy! May plano kabang sirain ang ear drums ko?!" Sigaw ko pabalik. But instead na sigaw ang ibibigay niya sa akin pabalik, I heard jho sniffing.
"A-are you c-crying?" I asked.
"Masaya lang ako na ganyan ka pa rin miks" She said which made me chuckled a bit.
"Is that mikha? akin na bigay mo sa akin yung phone" I heard stacey's voice.
"Hey miks, Kamusta naman ang pinsan ko?" Stacey asked with her soft voice.
"Im fine! I guess?" I said barely whispering.
"Napaginipan mo pa rin ba ulit yung dati?" She asked. Yes alam ni stacey about don. Kasama ko siya nung unang napaginipan ko yon.
"Yes, pero nasasanay na ako don"
"Yah? Kailangan mo ng kalimutan siya mikha"
"Alam ko, I'm trying maniwala ka"
"I believe you, anyway babalik ka na ba sa school today?"
"Maybe? I have already missed a lot na baka hindi naman na ako makahabol gusto ko parin naman grumaduate."
"Stacks, Baby! Malalate na tayo!" I heard jhoanna screamed.
"Baby? bakit ka nga pala kasama ni jho?"
"E-ee, W-we had an s-sleep over!"
"A sleep over? na kayong dalawa lang ha?"
"Y-yes! Ano ba ang problema don ha?! tsk. get your ass up and pumasok ka na sa school you idiot!" Stacey said and hung up.
"Ano kaya problema non galit na galit pa" I said as I stare at my phone. Tumayo naman na ako at nag start na mag prepare hindi ko rin naman gusto ma late.
I took a quick shower since wala na akong time para pumasok sa school. I was about to go out nung may naramdaman akong fury at my foot. Naupo naman ako at patted my cat's head. Tumingin naman siya sa akin as i remember kung sino nag bigay sa kanya.
"Bye Loki" I mumbled. He just meowed back and pumunta na kung saan. I hope na hindi niya sirain ang sofa while im gone. Nagiwan na din ako ng food niya sa bowl para naman hindi na mag sira sa kitchen to.
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"Mikhaela!!" Colet yelled as she run towards me.
Binigyan naman niya ako ng mahigpit na yakap that almost made me to lose my balance. Agad naman akong humawak sa kanya for support.
"Yahhh! I miss you too!" I said as i patted her back.
"Hindi kita miss lim" She said as she lifted up her head and tumingin sa akin ng seryoso.
"Then bakit nag mamadali papunta sa akin ha? and you even hug me this tight?" I said.
"Kasi naman, apat na araw kang nawala miks! And, it's been four days since nanglibre ka sa amin ng lunch. namimiss ko na yung libre mo! Can you please libre us mamaya?"
"Yah! get off!" I said and harshly pushed colet. bumitaw naman agad siya at tumakbo sa likod ni maloi kasi i was about to smack her.
Napahinto naman ang good times namin nung biglang dumaan sa harap namin si gelo at aiah. Binati naman ni aiah yung girls I guess nag kaayos na sila. I let out a small smile to aiah but tinignan niya lang ako with her blank face.
"Okay ka lang?" Stacey said nung nakita kung ano ang nangyare.
"Magiging okay din ako guys, Dont worry" I said and smile weakly.
Magsasalita na sana si gwen pero hindi natuloy kasi meron yumakap sa akin from behind na kinagulat ko. Nagulat din naman ang girls kitang kita sa mukha nila.
"I miss you adi!" Chie said brightly tumalikod ako para harapin siya.
"I miss you too, kamusta ka naman?" I asked. nakita ko naman siyang nag blush na ikinangiti ko.
"Im not fine! iniwan mo ba naman ako for four days! wala tuloy akong makausap at may utang ka pa sa akin na lunch!" she replied and crossed her arms.
"Im sorry! I promise ililibre kita ng lunch today" I said.
"Wait! I have a better idea!" She said which made me nervous.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit sa mga idea niya is feeling it would be a disaster!?
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