You Broke me

Chapter 15 - My Nhu

Zee was rushing to Bangkok. It was as he was in a race against time. He didn't tell anyone where he was going. He just needed to get to Nunew. He arrived at Kinn and Porche's house and knocked on the door. No one opened. He kept knocking untill he heard a soft voice asking who is there. It was the voice that's been hauting him the past few days. The voice  that feels like his home. He has messed up big time. He wanted to make up for the wrongs he did to Nunew. Nhu it's me Hia he said softly hoping that Nunew would open the door. Nunew did indeed open the door upon hearing its Zee. Hia! He excitedly said and launched himself into Zee's arms sniffing Zee neck. He felt so good in Zee's arms. Come let's go inside Zee said as he closed the door behind them. Nunew was still clinging to him scared to let go. Why are you here Hia? Nunew asked with his face still in Zee's neck. Up until now Zee has ghosted him and now he just appeared out of the blue. I missed you so much my Nhu. I am sorry for neglecting and ignoring you. I am sorry for not making time to spend with you. I am sorry for missing yout birthday. I am sorry for everything I have done. But most of all I am sorry that I took so long to realize how important you are to me. Zee said all of these things to Nunew while tears were streaming down his cheeks. He said all but the most important thing that he was supposed to tell Nhu. He was scared to loose Nunew although he knew that it was inevitable. He will break this gentle person's heart if things don't turn out like he hoped.

I love you so much my Nhu Zee whispered.

He then took Nunew's face between his hands and kissed him. It was a kiss for of longing and desperation. He licked Nunew's lips asking for entrance which Nunew gave and Zee sucked and played with Nunew's tongue. Nunew tried to do the same but was uncertain if he is doing it right. After all Zee was his first kiss. Zee smiled into the kiss. Am I your first kiss Nhu he asked. Nunew shyly nodded. Yes Hia he whispered. I am glad Zee said. Thank you for waiting for me. Zee the realsed where they are. Where is uncles Kinn and Porche he asked. Are they at the office. Nunew answered that they had to go out of town for two days and that he is alone. That is why he took so long to answer the door.  Well you not alone anymore. I am here. I will stay with you till they are back. What about your classes Hia? Are you not going to miss out? In sure I will be able to catch up Zee said. You are more important. I just need to be with you. Nunew had alot of questions in his head but didn't say anything. Zee didn't ask about what happened the past few weeks. The case against his parents. Him being legally responsible for his own life now. Zee didn't ask any of those and it bothered Nunew. Hia he said. Are you not going to ask or talk about what happened recently? Are you blaming me for outing my parents? No Nhu I don't blame you. I am just ashamed that I didn't realize anything before hand. I should have known you were unhappy and I was blind to it. I am sorry for failing you in more ways than one. Nunew then stepped away from Zee. It's okay Hia he said I just want to concentrate on my future now. Our future Nunew said. Zee gulped. He should tell Nunew but he can't. He is taking a cowards way out and he know it's wrong but he just wanted to keep Nunew with him a bit longer. Are you Hungry Nunew asked him. I can fix us something to eat and you must be tired Nunew knows he was rambling but he felt nervous being alone with Zee. It's the first time that they are alone like this.

Zee put his arms around Nunew again. You can make us something later he said. I just want to hold you like this for now. He hold Nunew tight placing small kisses in his neck. Nunew tighten his grip on Zee's shoulders. The butterflies in his stomach going crazy. Hia he moaned feeling so good. He felt like jelly when Zee kisses him like that. Zee deepened the kiss. Feeling that he could go on forever. His arms slide down Nunew's back and his hands cupped Nunew's butt squeezing it lightly. Nunew moaned even louder. He pulled away from the kiss and ask Hia what are you doing? Does it feels good Zee asked. Nunew being the innocent that he is could just shyly nod. His cheeks were on fire. Zee grinned as he cupped Nunew cute bum again lifting him and at the same time grinded himself against Nunew making him gasp as he could feel Zee's erection against his own hardening dick. He felt flustered and tried to get out of Zee's grip. It's natural Nhu Zee said. It's natural for our bodies to respond to each other like this. Don't be shy my Nhu. Your Hia will take care of you. Zee knew he was making promises that he would probably end up breaking but he needed to feel Nunew. Nothing else matter besides the young one in his arms. He doesn't want to think about tomorrow or the day after. All that matters now is that his love is in his arms. Zee lifted Nunew's legs and wrapped it around his waste. He continued to kiss Nunew deeply trying to convey everything that he feels at this moment. Nunew started panting as the friction of their dicks rubbing is getting to much for him it felt so good but he was scared too. He doesn't know what will happen next. Zee looked at Nunew's slitted eyes and blushed cheeks.  His lips were slightly parted and Zee wanted nothing else but to devour those plump lips. Nhu? Zee said he could see that Nunew is struggling to focus. Nhu he said again and then Nunew finally looked at him. Can we go to your room? Zee asked. Nunew just nodded being unable to speak. Zee let him down and let Nunew lead him to his room. Once he closed the door behind him his lips crashed into Nunew's again. Greedily taking what he was offered. His hands started to go under Nunew's shirt rubbing his soft skin, moving his hands up to flick the one ripple with his thumb. Aahhhhh Nunew moaned his hands grabbing a fistful of Zee's hair. You like that? Zee asked smirking loving Nunew's responsiveness to his touch. He licked down his neck as he slowly moved the shirt up wanting to taste more of Nunew's skin. Then Nunew woke up from his gaze stopping Zee. He doesn't want Zee to see his ugly scars. Zee realsing why Nunew stopped him cupped his face and said don't hide yourself from me. I won't love you less if I see the scars. You are beautiful my Nhu. Please don't hide from me. Zee then slowly lifted the shirt and gently kissed the scars on Nunew's tummy. He kissed every scar as he was trying to erase the pain that was inflicted on Nunew. He felt Nunew relax a little and he then turned Nunew's back him and proceeded to do the same with the scars on his back. He can't believe that his baby went through all this and he didn't know. He continued to place butterfly kisses on all the scars he could see.

Zee then picked Nunew up and took him to the bed. He gently lowered him into the bed while gently kissing him. He then went next to Nunew hugging him close. Nunew clung to Zee as if his life depended on it. Zee rolled onto Nunew while opening his legs with his own. He grinded against Nunew again making the younger whimper in his mouth. I need you Nhu Zee said. I need you so much. Nunew not knowing what Zee meant just stared at him. How do you need me Hia he whispered panting from all the wonderful feelings he was experiencing. Can you be mine? Zee looked at him with pleading eyes. I am yours Hia Nunew answered. Why do you still ask. If Nunew was someone else Zee would have bursted out laughing. His baby is really an innocent. He doesn't realize what Zee is asking from him. Can I make love to you Zee asked again. How? Nunew asked. We are both men, how can we make love. Nunew now wished he read up on how men can satisfy each other. Zee looked at him and nudged his dick against Nunew's ass. Nunew's eyes widened as he realised what Zee meant. He jumped up red faced. No Hia that's dirty he exclaimed. Zee patiently looked at him And said it's not dirty when two people love each other. There is nothing dirty about giving yourself to the person you love. Can we try it? Nunew was unsure what to do. You won't be grossed out? Will it hurt? These are all questions he asked Zee. No I won't be grossed out and I will be as gentle as I can. It will hurt in the beginning but I promise to make you feel good.

Can we try it? Nunew was still unsure but nodded his consent.

Pheww this was a long one. Hope it's okay. Next chapter will be up later today.