He's everything you don't want. He's reckless and careless, he doesn't even seem to care about himself from the looks of it. And you want no parts whatsoever...at least that'd what you told yourself when you first met him. If you could even call it...
I woke up next to her. I didn't move an inch, her face was next to mine on the pillow and my arm had gone numb from her lying on it. I didn't want to wake her. I could stay here forever and no man on earth would be happier than me.
Just watching her sleep so peacefully, she didn't have a nightmare last night and I'd like to believe that has to do with me sleeping next to her. It was now that I decided what I wanted.
I want this. I want her. I want the sun, I want the whole world that's right in front of me wearing funny fluffy socks. I want to give my world the world, she deserves the stone house and so much more. My father demanded perfection of me and I thought I knew perfection but I was wrong.
I didn't know perfection, not until I met her.
I remember being an asshole to her when we first met, she'd offered me water and I was rude to her but it didn't seem to affect her. She still got me water the next day, I've never known someone so simply kind until her. I wondered if she thought about me the same way.
Suddenly her eyes start fluttering open and she wakes up, she looks confused when she sees me already looking at her.
"Are you watching me sleep?" She asked as she woke up.
"No."
"Then what are you doing?" She questioned as she rubbed her eyes.
"You're not asleep anymore so technically I'm not watching you sleep," I answered and she rolled her eyes at me and sat up with her back turned as she paused for a second.
I felt like she wanted to ask something, I could feel her hesitation before she opened her mouth again.
"If I...asked you to stop fighting, would you? Would it mean anything to you?" She took in a deep breath and turned her head to me with a more serious expression.
I just stared back at her for a minute, I didn't know what the right answer was.
"I'm sorry...I shouldn't have asked you that." She apologized and turned her head back around quickly but not quickly enough for me to not see the regret all over her face.
"Y/n—" I reached out to her but she stood up before I could grab her arm.
"I'm sorry." She said quickly and hid her face from me while walking towards her bathroom.
"Y/n. Wait—"
"I have to get ready for our date." She shut the bathroom door as I was getting out of her bed and I sighed.
I should have answered faster but honestly, I didn't even know what to say to that.
Y/N POV:
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Y/N OUTFIT^:
By the time you'd come out of the shower and from getting ready, Eren was already gone. You felt like a fool for asking him about considering stopping fighting, it was a thought that should have remained a thought and not something you expressed to him.
