I Can't Go Home, Anymore.

I Wonder

i wonder

i wonder how life would be if i'm gone
will life be a bit brighter if the darkness die.
my family, those people i love the most
i wonder how they'll be,
will they miss the taste of the food i made
will they cry the same way they did when i once tried to stop my breath
will they miss me
will they wish they saw right through me
will they wish they loved me more than they did
will they wish they said it just for once?
and i wonder if they'll finally hug me
tightly and wished they'd felt the warmth of my body when i was still breathing.
when i was still barely breathing...

🌻
-KAI-

might delete this later