Oh, Jana, my dearest character that is a real person in real life. For a straight woman who had women crush on her easily including myself this one really hits close to me.
I heard of Jana through Spencer and Stacia when I met them. I got to be friends with her and met her once in my life. I didn't act on my feelings towards her in front of another woman and Spencer because I wasn't sure how she would react. I was still only out as bisexual too, I didn't come out until after I left the friendship and the relationship we had after telling Spencer and her in an important email that I shouldn't be the go between and also that she should've told Spencer but she rather hide.
I'm one of those that don't like hiding who I am with. Jana wanted it and kept it that way even though if her friends read A Girl For Her Series, Fate Of Her Path Series, A Girl For Her Novel, and Power Of Love Novel, they would have figured it out that it was her if they looked closely because of the way that she wanted Spencer to be in the story and it would make me cringe to be honest.
Spencer is finally reading all of my books, especially those dedicated to Jana and he is starting to see why I left her. Jana was very supportive and a very respectful person as a human being but the reality is, I didn't want to be her secret forever and never find out what could have been. I will always love Jana since she is the reason for my career being lifted off to the ground but otherwise, I didn't want to be a dirty little secret.
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I Am Lesbian
No FicciónIt has taken nearly twenty years to accept myself as of who I am and now I am ready to tell this story in my very own memoir of who I am. This is my story and how I have learned to accept who I am as a person. Disclaimer: Certain names in Chapters...
