I havent really written in her for a while i was trying to figure out my feelings i love sunny but i also love kel and the guilt from that day is tormenting me but i know i know i love Kel more than sunny it took me a year and a lot of talking with polly but he's better for me than sunny...i don't know if i want to kill myself anymore maybe i should tell kel what I've done...no i need to protect sunny..-basil
Basil shut his journal and looked up to see kel he gasped and looked up at him "watcha doin?" Kel asked in a girly voice sitting down in front of basil "ah uhm just writing and stuff...uh how'd you get in here..?" Basil asked protecting his secrets "hmm polly let me in did you wanna go somewhere special with me? It'll only take a few seconds i promise!" Kel asked getting too close for comfort.
"I uhm..." He paused remembering polly telling him if he loved him he'd go with him "you know what sure uhm where are we gonna go?" Basil replied "my house!" Kel said getting up with basil and leading him to his house.
"Okay wait out here my mom will come out to tell you to come in!!" Kel said as they got to his door hector his dog roaming around his dog house. "Ah okay..." Basil replied.
After a minutes kels mom came out "oh kel didn't tell me you were a boy oh your so handsome kels in his room you know where to find him come inside!" Kels mom said opening the door more.
"Oh thank you...normally i get mistaken for a girl and you're beautiful for your age as well mrs..!" Basil said, out of embarrassment he blushed.
Hero saw basil and greeted him "hey basil what have you've been up to?" He asked "oh nothing much..." Basil replied
"Well kels waiting for you upstairs ill talk to you later follow the petals" hero said pointing to the rose petals leading upstairs "i uhm..r-rose petals? Haha..!" Basil became sweaty and anxious but giddy too.He followed the petals and gently opened the door.
Kel was laying on his bed with a suit on and a rose in his mouth he spits it out. "Basil will you marry me?" Kel asked hero cringed from outside 'dammit kel...' He thought putting his face in his palm.
"Uhm kel we cant...we're sixteen.." Basil replied putting his hand to his mouth trying not to jump in excitement. "Then will you be my boyfriend basil fey?" Kel asked getting up and holding his hand.
"I uhm.." Basil started to giggle "kel after all this i will most definitely will..." Basil replied. Kel held his hand and sat laid him down on the bed "what are you doing now?" Basil laughed "kel laid down beside him and hugged him tight kissing his cheek multiple times fastly.
"Im so happy i could scream!! AHHHHHHHHHH" kel screamed.
Basil chuckled and hugged him back a huge smile on his face.
Hero came in "hey guys do you need anything?" He asked "yeah can you get me and basil some water!" Kel said knowing basil was too afraid to ask.
"Gotcha! And basil it was nice seeing you again ive never seen you so happy before!" Hero said getting the waters.
Basil started to feel guilty he knew they would hate him if they knew he'd be alone again he couldn't let kel leave him.
"Hey basil!" Kel said looking at him "oh uh yeah?" Basil responded "are you alright I've been saying your name for 10 minutes now?" Kel asked looking down at him "im okay im sorry.." Basil replied.
"Hey no it's okay you don't have to apologize do you want some water?" Kel asked getting off him "yeah thanks..." Basil replied sitting up kel gave him a glass of water from hero basil sipped it.
He looked at kel hugging him putting the water next to kels "I've loved you for two years now...do you ever what sunnys been doing?" Basil said "yeah...I've been spending time with my brother and you more recently now...i just don't understand why'd he leave us..." Kel said hugging basil "i..don't know what to think anymore its scary i think everyone's going to leave me eventually..." Basil sniffles tears fall down his cheeks.
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Basils diary 🧡cactiflower💛
FanfictionI've never felt so alone and lost after Maris death Sunny locked himself in his house Aubrey distance herself from everyone and got new friends Hero was a ticking time bomb till he finally healed a bit but that was a week before he went to college a...