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Date February 18th 1993

Today was my birthday nobody came my grandma made me a cake which was good I ate a slice with her we had tea I'm still kind of sad no one came me and Aubrey haven't talked in a bit but I'd think she'd at least come over she's kind of mean now and now her jokes feel like actual insults I'm probably just being too sensitive I had this dream I was in a dark space but then these people one person looked like me but with paler skin and teal hair sat with me I felt less scared and the other had a black silhouette with white eyes they were a bit scary at first but then I felt more comfortable and less scared I think their names were Basil and Stranger... -Basil

Date March 5th 1993
I saw it again behind me in the mirror it was the same thing that I saw on that day it keeps coming back a monster with a wide mouth and many teeth it had no body but no head it had a form like a blob...I can't do this anymore! -Basil

Date August 1st 1995
Aubrey came over and saw the photo album I didn't touch it since that day why are the pictures scribble out...she yelled at me and left I didn't do it I swear... -Basil

Date August 3rd 1995
Nobody would care if I died. -Basil

Date may 20th 1991
Sunny killed Mari... -Basil

Y̸̡̨̛̻̝̦̺̟͙͕̳͙͇̬̠͉̱͉̥̪͍̙̙̠̦̦̲̮̣̦̪͔̬͙̠͓̼̗̖̫̻̩̮̯̝̺̯̠̭̩̬͜ͅͅͅơ̸̡̧̨̛̼̣̰̗͕̼͔̼̫͙̪̼̰̣̰̖̝̙͔͉̥̱̼̬̣̹̹̮̝͓͚̈̏̑̇͆̑͌̆́́͑́̏̇͊́̐̄̍̅̀̏͋̓̀̆̈́̊̃̿͒͑̄̽̒̊̀̋̿̓̆̋̽̇̇͑͂͒́̂̏̀̊̋̓̆̃̋͆́̾̎͛̋́͂̈́́̚͘͘̚̚͜͜͝͠ų̷̨̨̨̢̧̢̛̲̥̯͕͔̟͍̗͙͙̩͉̩̝̭͕͎͖͍̻͕͕̯͖̰̥̣͙̭̜̱̥̳͚̦̞͕̠̙̞̬̤̜͈͉̝̻̼̬͇̦̦̯̥̤̠̮̩͇̗̮̯͉̜͈̳̬͖̐̀̆̋͋̍͒͋́̉́͂́́̇̀̈̒͘̚͜͜͜͝ͅͅ ̶̢̡̨̢̡̢̧̢̛̛̯̗̠͉̖͉̼͎̭͇̳͚͙̖͎͍̘̝͚̥̦̱̗̱͓̮̖̯͎̖̬̺̯̤̘̟͖̖̬̼͇͔̙͙̖͚̹͔͍͎̱͇̝̘̤̯̥̗̞̣̣̬̲̬̮̰͕̩̳̻͓̗̳̈́̈́́́͋̂̀̓̑͆͑̊̄͑̈̀͂̽̊̾̓͆̊͑̄̓̔̉́͋̍̃͂́̀̌̃́͊̐̋̔̌͗̌̈́͐͛̃̅̓̓͛̐͒̇̅̀̈́̎͐̀̆͛͌̍̄͘̕̕͘͘͜͜͜͠͝͝͝͝s̶̢̧̧̢̡̧̧̨̡͔̰̥͈͕̟̦̞͉̦̤̻̻͚̻̞̗̘͈̰̗̳̺̺͚̬̣̺̰͇͓̱͓̻̠͎̼̥͙̝̤̦̲͉̪̟̘̞͇̙͔̖̰͈̫͖̠̺͓͙̮̖͔̺͇̜̩͕̞͐̽̏́̒̄̾́̎̽̓͗͂͛͐͑͗̌̓̓͌͒̉̌̉̽̆̃̿̀̽͐̒͊͋̆̂̀̅̄̍͛̎̐̿͂̈́́̄̈͌͊̉͋̓̅̃̓̔̑̏̃̀̉̍̓̈̎͋͆͂̋͒̚͘̕͜͝͠ḥ̷̡̛̱͕̝̭͈̭͓̤̜̼̦͇͎̯͔̪͕̞̹̻̥̻͑̅̀̿́̍̔͗͋̾͐̽̾̂̔̉͘͜͝͝ͅǫ̵̡̢̛̞̰͓̥̫̫̞̩̳̟͕̠͖̞͙̜͈͇̱̟̯͍̺̦̣͉̹̠͖̗̺̹̪͈͈͔͙̦̗̮̟̭͈̳͖̭͙̅̈́͂͗̐͒̿̎̎̍̀͛̈́̍̒̽̽̋̿̈́̈́̀͑̏̿͆̈́͊́̉͑͋̀̓̎̌́̉̓͌͂̇̆͘͘͘͜͠͠͝͝ͅͅͅų̴̢̨̢̨̨̧̧̡̛̛̛̛̥̖̜͉͉̫̱̦̟̟̖̗͔͙͇̞̦̩̗̹̼̰̲̥̤̩̲̲̣̥̣͖̭͈̱̦̗͈͔͙̜͕̰̦̳̻̼̪̰̜̞͚̩̦̬͉̳̞̪̙͓̠̣̹̘̏͂̏̎͋͛̿̅̇́̅̐̊̽̍̽̃̍̿͛͒̀̌̀̾̓̄͒̈́͆̀̈́͌̈́̓̎̓͋̍̋̇͑́̊̇̌̄̋́̕͘͝͝ͅl̷̢̡̡̧̨̢̧̨̡̨̧̧̛̛̫̜̫̤̟͖̮͔͔͍̘͇͍͍̹͚͇͖͎̩̳̘̻͚̼̺̻͕̪̥̯͈͎̭̣̳̮̳̖̘̗̲̭̹̯̤̯͒̀̈̓̀̓̍̑̂͑͑͋͆̆̇̊̅͛͋̑́̌̈͌́͐̃͋͒̈́̂̽̂̌̃͐̍́̔̉̂̋͐̉̿̒͌͌̊͋̓͑̂͊̈́̽̆̄̉̋̎͆̀̇̃̓͑́̑̈̒̇̈́͘̚͘͜͠͝͝ͅd̵̫̥̰̰͎̀̄̈̂̉͗̑̀̋̽̉̀̌̆̃̅͊̂̃͛̈̌̔͂̓̔̋́̀̆̐͋̏̓̅͌̓̏̈́̑̎͘͘͘̕͜͠͠͝n̴̡̨̨̦̱̞̙̠̟͎͙͇͕͍̹̠̼̩̘͎̩͇̲̮͉̲͉͕̺͙̟̮̟̙͍̠͚̠̪̳͌͂̇̅̓͆̂̍͒̀̽͂̃͝ͅͅͅ'̶̡̞̲͙͖̭̟͔̖̻͑̽̽͊̎̽̓̓͑̐̆́̑̒̊̔̈́̏̓̑͜ţ̶̡̧̡̢̨̨̨̧̡̨̛̛̛̛͈̖̮̭̣͈̦͖͖͓̩̫̟̜̤̹͕̺̭͉̦͎͕͖̱̱͈̦̩̺͎͉̠͍̪͕͕̹͓̫͕̜̳̱͎̘͖̺̻̤͍̮̺̖̟̳͎̺̥̘͍̠̹͚̹̫̬̹̤̹͇͒̏̆̿̀̈́͛͛̃͆̈́̈́̇̓͛͒̔̽̆̑͛̅͆̂͌̑͂̅́͗̈́̆̌̉͊́͌̑̈́̎̾́̈́̒̈́͗́̆̾́͛̈͛̾̾̌̊̓͊͗͊̃͊͛̓̀͂̀̌̈́̈́̂̔̆͘̚̚̚͘̚͜͝͠͝ͅͅͅͅͅ ̶̧̨̨̡̧̨̢̧͈̘͔̻̠̠̟̙͖̣͕̪̙͙̦̫̖͇̥̖̪̩͔̺̖̥̗̯͎̦̯̫͉̹̮̥̪̤̲͖̰̟̩̝̳̬̄̓̆̔̓̉́̈́̅̽̈̀͌̂̅͌̎́̄͐͒̏̎̈́̄̅̄͒̂̀͛͌̈́͌̋͐̿͒͊̀̉̇́̈́̅̍͆̈́͘͘̕͘͝͝͝͝ͅb̴̡̨̛̛͍̩̹̮͙̤̰̩͇̫̗̙̤̯̭̩̪̼͕̦̰͇̣͙͇͖̗̘͚̬̪͗͗͛̌̈́̄̓̏͐͒́̽̿͛̇͋̉̌͂͑̾̋̒͆͑̓͊̓̇̐̓̅͋͗̈̅̀̓́̎̏͛̂̌͒͒͊̾̃͛͛̏͂͒͊̍̃̎̊͗̕̚̕͜͠͠͠͠͠͝e̷̢̡̧̡̛̩̱͍̘̟͍͙̘͍͇̤̺͈̯̰̬͕͇̞̬̤͇̜̗͋̊̈̌̑̽̂̈́̀̆͂͒͐̇̔̀̊̅̊̑͑̅̓̊͋̓͛̾̓͊̆͌̑͂͂̇̓̈́͂̈́̏̉̉͛̐̅̈̿͋͌̀̌̊̽̄̍̈̅́͘̕͘͜͜͝͠͠ ̴̨̧̢̨̢̨̨̡̢̡̨̢̡̡̛̳̫͖̩̗̣̮̰͉̬̻̻̰̖̟͓̻̞͉̬̱͖͇͈̤̩̙͍̯̭̹̯̥̥͖̠̹̞̙̻̻̤͍̠̖̩͚͈̮͈̱̯̙͇̞̖͓͓̣̦̣̳̙̫̩̳̯̙̹̘͕̳̩̰͎̬̬͙͕̄̾̄͛̈̏̈́̀̈́̀̋̊͑́͛̋̑͂̽̓̃͑̄͒̈̋̈̆̀͛͘̚͝͝ͅͅͅr̷̡̡̨̨̡̧̨̧̛̛̛̛̞̫̠̤̪̳̼̫̘̮͚̞̮̟̞̼̺͈̲͍̥̭̯͇͔̖̬̮̬̰̤͖̝̘͎̺̫̟͖̖̼̥͍͖̬̥̜̗̟̖͇͓͈͉͉̱͇͎͓̜̻̙̠̬̹̜̘̟͉̬͕̜͈̝̹͙̟̎̀̅̈́̊̽̈́̒̅̈̽̊̃̀̔̈́͂͗̉̿͛̽̑̌͋̇̄̇̓̔̋͋̀̿̒͂͋̎̒̌̅̈́̒̇̓̿͐́̽̅͑̇͑̀̅́̀̆̋͛̅̓̿̈́̀̇̐̌͘̚̚̚̕͘̕̚͜͜͜͝͝ͅͅͅe̸̢̨̛̲͕̋̔̏͗̂ḁ̵̛̹̮̱͉̖̝̫̯̅̒͗́́͐̀͋́͊̎́͊̈́̾̓̈́̀̄̈́̉̓̎͆́́́̀̃͑̔̅̀̉̈́̂̊͛̏̃̔̈̿͑̀́̓̈̉̂̏̃͌̓̉͆́̄̀͗̉̌́̑̚͘̕̚̚͘̚͘̚͜ͅd̷̢̨̡̨͓̖̠̹͕̘͖̻̲̠͔̠͍̫̳̣͈̤̺̺̥͈̩͖͈̝̪̻̙̟͒̊͌͐͆̃̃i̶̧̨̡̢̧̢̛̬̗͈̟̯͕̞̬̫̳̝̜̱̮̳͓̗̰̩̘̪͍̻̥̭̘̜̝̩̹̳͒̈́͑͂͑́͊̓̈̇̏̅̌̀̑͌̒͘͜͝͠ņ̸̡̨̡̡͍̗̗̬̺̩̻͔̩̠͈͎͉̩̘̞̪͍̻̮͕̳̱̺͓̤͍̜͔͎̹̮͓̳̠̞̯͚̟̠͙̠̺̬̩̩̝̱̮̩͕͓̟̱̺͕̥̤͍̻͙̘͍̣͈̠̗̰̜̰͚̩̈̈̈̄͐̓̈́̍̔̀̃̀̏́̓̈́̑͆̆̽̔̈́͗̈́̿͂͆̾̀̈́̿̉̈̑̋͐̓̉̈͊̽̀͐̀̒̎͗͒̈́̉͛͂͗̃̑͂̋͆̏͌͋̒̏͊̅̄͂̃̈́̾̆͐̆̾̒̽̀̐̏̎͘͘̕̕̚̕̚̕͜͜͝͝͝͠͝͠͝͠͝ͅg̸̨̡̡̡̡̨̧͉͕͚̠̺̤̱̗͔̟̩̪̮͓̟̻͓̙̟̮̝̜̝͓̤̩̣̖̤͈͕̫̯͙͔͕̥̩̖̲͔͉͙̫̭̟̼̰̠̩̪̰̙̜̰͉͚͈̪͔̳̱͗͂̀̿̃̐̿̉͛͗̔̃̋̓̿̿͗̓̍̋͊̉̂̅̓̋̉̇̂̈́̊̈́̅̓́̎͗̆̔́̐̿̂͛́̈́̚̕̚͘̚̕͜͠͝͝͠ͅͅ ̸̡̢̯̝̜͍̹̺͖͉̱͚̱̗̰͙̮̦̤͉͍̼̰̜̫̱̱̻͙̗̞̘̣̰̲͙̫͖̼̞̩̺̖̦̜̀͑͑̃̇̅̀̂̈̾̂̽̃̔͂̓̐̾̏̕͜͜͝ͅt̴̢̡̢̨̧̢̨̢̢̻̤̜̻͍͖̹̪̩̫͚̖̜̲̝̫͇̪̠͕̯̤̮̦̯̳̰͇̪̤͎̬̝̪̤̙̟̪̱̬̳͚̣̜̞͇͇̫̯̻͚͓͔̪͍̝͓͍̬͕͇̓͒̌̋͑̿͑̎̉͛͂̔̓̿͗͐͌̿́͑̄̿̒͂͂̂̊͆̾̚̕͜͜͜͝͝͝h̷̡̡̛̘̜̞̥̼͇̬̦̰̖̤͕͍̘̞̩̣͈͛̆̈̐̂̍͐̿̏̋̿̈͌͛̀̓͆͐͋͆̉͐̏̔̎͑̕̕̕͘͜͠i̴̡̧̢̢̡͕̲͓̱̪͚̻͙̝̦͓̤̭̭͉̞̱̪̠̼̱̘̯̲̟͉͙̝̟̹̗̺͍̬̦̱̱͇̹̺͑̀͋́̉͋̋̇̄̒̿̅̓̄͌́̈́͒̈́͒̔̑̀͐̈́͛̇̓̊̆͂̈́̅͘̕̚͠ͅs̴̨̨̧̧̢̡̡̧̢̧̢̛̛̛̠̪̝̪̖̲̟̜͕̖̺̩̫̤̖̣̝̫̜͔̻̘̪̳̺̦͉͚̜̺̘̫̻̮̪̟͈͔͚͉̰͚̘̻͖̙̗͓̬̰͇̭̣͔̳͎͉̦̊͆́̿̎͗͛̑́̾͌̉̿̊̍͒̀̍̆̎̒̈́̽͊͊̒̋̈̐̆̈́͑̃̈́̽̇͒͊̂̈̍̓̊̑̈́̿̾̊̚̚̚̚̕̚̚͜͜͠͝͠͝͝ ̷̛̛̛̪̮̱͎͈͕̔͗́̌̄̃̑͛̄̓͌̾̽̓͑̅̉̓̅͛̊̂̊͛̇͗̂̃̀̀̓̄̐̀͆͑̈́̒̕̚͠͝-̶̛̛̛̛̣̱͓̂͋̅̋͌͋͂̈́̈̋͛̌̔̈̌̆̾̏͂͌̃̋̾͗͗̔͌͑̋̃̄̓̅͗̈́̒͐̄̍̓̍̒̈́̈̐͛̈́̽̏̋͊̀͌̽̽̈́̅̆͂̂͑͘̚̚͠͠͠͝͠͝͝ ̸̛̛̛̜̩̯̬̯̖̮͓̤̗͕͔͎͇̘̥̖̯̦̹͕̞̀̉͑͂̀̑͛̽̽͐̈́͋̑̿́̀̈́͂̔̋͌̃̽̔̊͗̃̋̒̀̅̌͑̇̔̒̈́̿̔͊̇͂̇̈͆̈́̓̍̍̀͋̈́̏͑̑͛̔̐̊̋̀̇̉̌̀͒͋͂̇̀̾͒̅̀̽̌̚̕̚͘̕̕͝͠͝͠͝͝͝͠͠͠ͅş̸̢̛̞̫͓̼̭̣̻̫̦̖̬̰̲̩̰͓̪̬̰̣̟͇͉̯̳̪̻̥̤̺͎͔̺͈̣̺̱̋̈̏̋̐͛̓̅̓̊̽̌̐͆̐͐͂̇̇̈̒̈̾͑̀̓̏̎̿̽̋̅̄̊̇̇̇̓͋͊̃͗̔̅͌͗̆̿̓̽̐͆̄̓̽̓͋̏̀̃̃̌͗̍̀̽̽̓̌̇̏͋̽̋̑̏̊̀͒̀̑̉̀͂̀̚̚͝͠͠͝͝͝͝͝͠͠͝ͅẗ̸̡̧̨̨̧̢̛͔͓̯̺̦̺̤̳̟̜̲͔̲̰͙͔͚̼̘͕̲͚̝̞͉͚͕̼̬͔̻̞͖̱̮̙̠̼͕̝̠͚̰͉̰͖͍̟̹́͌͊͐̋̒̑̽̒̀̆́͛̏̍̽̂̈́͒͋̓̽̈́̀͛̉̏͗̏͐͑̎̑̈́́̄̈́͛̾̓̂̕͘͘͠͠͠͠͝ͅͅṙ̸̡̡̡̧̨̢̡̛̞̥̜̮̪̯̠̣̬̮͍̗̮͎̻̮̠̘̠̟͇͖͈̖̟̮̜̹̫̦͚̤̩͍͈͚̹̬̱͈̮̣̦̹̟͙̘̯͖͚̝͈̞̩̥͇̭̭̜̦̰͙̺̩̞͖͖͙͕̜̋͑̉̆́͊̃̐̌͊̃͗̀͒̇̋̂̏͆̇̕͜͜͝͝͝ͅͅą̴̧̨̢̡̛͉̙̳̬̠̮̩̺̦̪͔͎̥͎̩̳̖̟͇͙̬̖͔͔̼̥͙̞̞̣͔̟̝̹̠̪̖̬͓͍̘͛͒̂͂̂͆͌̀̀̓̒̏̌̒́̉̉͋̇̀́͑͌̌̄̄̄̓̂̅̊̄̐̎͌̌͐͂̔͌̆́̊̈̏́͋͂̋͆̄̀̅̍͌̍̒͛̄͐̉̓̈̕̕̚͘͠͝ṅ̸̨̨̢̢̢̧̧̛̠̩͉͚̞͙̰͉͇̪͔̮͎̞͎͕̜̝̗͎͉̭̣͙̲͓̦̗̦͓̪̱͈̝͈͙̖͈̱̮͍̰̠͓̟͓̰͎̠̖̥̝̟͖͕̝̘̬̘͙̟͒̅̊̉̏̓̽̽̒͑̋̔̇̏̏̔͆̌͗̆̓̐́͌̋̈̋̄̀̚͘̚̚̚̚͘͜͜͠͝͝͠͠ͅg̶̢̢̡̧̨̨̧̡̨̡̛̮̼̦͔̯̭̥̤͎͈͈̦̤̱̩͇̪̭̥̲̯͍̠̻̰͍̰̼̹͎͍̟̯̪͇̖̗̮̤̼̮̱̗͙̦̺͌̑̌͂͑̌͗̀͗͑͑̐̏͑͌̀͗͜͠ͅe̶̢̧̛̱̣̩̮̬̹͈͚͓̞̭̤̼̊̾̊̿̌̇͆͋̉͗̀̑̽̆͌͛͗͑̃̏̇͐̐̾͒͊̑̀́̋͋̑̒̌̉͗̿̓̏̇̑̋͒̎̀̾͛̍̔̃̐̍̂͌̾́̂͒̿̌̀̉̓͌̏́̕̕̕͘͘͘̕͝͝͠ŗ̸͉̰̤̼̘͔̤̗̮̮̭̘̭̠͖̻̲̼̊͜






I'm going to shoot myself. -Basil

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