It's been almost 6 and half days since Christmas. Basically new years eve. The thoughts are still troubling me everyday since then. I haven't talked to him after that. Not even once. Whenever I look at him my mind starts rushing again.
There are no classes so We are practicing dance for the 7th of January that is our chairman's birthday.
It's a Street pop dance and as always I'm struggling here too. If you don't move on from your past, it will haunt your present and future like a bitch.
I'm dancing but not like always. I love dancing but I'm just not getting the feel that I used to get while dancing.
It's like my body is moving but my soul is frozen. I do remember the steps but my heart tend to be focused somewhere else.
After we did a lot of dancing practice for what felt like a eternity, we moved towards our hostel canteen to have lunch.
After I ate lunch we headed toward our rooms to have some afternoon nap. No matter how life is going, sleep is always a priority. Hostel had made me so lazy.
I had a sleeping disorder as a kid and look at me now sleeping like a koala bear. If I lack sleep like I used to as a kid, it's so obvious that I'm again getting back to the stage of fight and flight because it is just too much for me at once.
I dozed off all of my thoughts and went to sleep.
When I woke up it was already evening. After a while me and pragyan went to one of our neighbouring room to have a chill pill.
One of my friend payal was deciding folding her dresses when my eyes fell on one of her beautiful tops.
" Heyy is it okay if I wear that today? "
" Offcourse "
We girls always share clothes. Like Reshma and another of my roommates Alisha has a few of mine. I don't have anyone's clothes currently but I used to have a lot of jiya's, Alisha's and reshma's clothes.
It was a beautiful black fitted top with frill hands and little floral print. It was netted but not see through except for the arm area. I paired it with one of my light grey jeans and sneakers accompanied by my black watch with leather brown straps.
I got ready and applied some perfume and made my hair. Basically I just combed it and left. Wtf this laziness is gonna kill me someday or other.
We got down and they had made such a beautiful born fire set-up. My nose got blessed with the smell of good food.
I looked at pragyan and she looked at me.
" Fuck them, let's go and eat first " she said
And with that we got there to eat the food that was not so tasty as it smelled but it was good.
We all were roaming here and there aimlessly on the front ground. There weren't many teachers as it was winter vacations but due to our upcoming board exams we were not given the holidays.
Suddenly, someone announced that there will be an open mic singing. It was someone I don't know who he is but I certainly know he is in the school management team. So it's fine if I don't know him.
One by one many people sang. Some were not so good but some sang so beautiful that it really enhanced the night.
Then I heard someone call his name. My eyes searched here and there for him and there he was coming towards the mic.
He started singing the song ' Qaafirana ' and his voice came like a melody. Glancing a few times in my direction
Inn waadiyon mein takra chuke hai
Humse musafir yun toh kayi
Dil na lagaya humne kisi se
Qisse sune hai yun toh kayi
Aise tum mile ho
Aise tum mile ho
Jaise mil rahi ho itr se hawa
Qaafirana sa hai
Ishq hai ya kya hai
Aise tum mile ho
Aise tum mile ho
Jaise mil rahi ho itr se hawa
Qaafirana sa hai
Ishq hai ya kya hai
Khamoshiyon mein boli tumhari
Kuchh iss tarah goonjti hai
Kaano se mere hote huye wo
Dil ka pata dhoondhti hai
Beswadiyon mein, beswadiyon mein
Jaise mil raha ho koi zayka
Qaafirana sa hai
Ishq hai ya kya hai
Aise tum mile ho
Aise tum mile ho
Jaise mil rahi ho itr se hawa
Qaafirana sa hai
Ishq hai ya kya hai...
Then after a few mins he sang another song ' humdum ' by Ankit Tiwari
Ho Meharbaan
Dekha Hai Tujhe Pehli Dafa
Ho Meharbaan
Dekhun Main Tujhe Sau Martaba
Palkon Mein Kaid Hoke
Reh Jao Tum Mujhi Mein
O Yaaram
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
In Aakhon Mein In Baaton Mein
Sunta Hoon Koyi Sargam
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
Katron Ki Pyaas Thi
Saagar Mujhe Mil Gaya
Sooraj Ki Parte Khuli
Andhera Chhan Gaya
Sonh Rabb Di Tera Ho Gaya Ve
Sonh Rabb Di Dil Kho Gaya Ve
Lamhon Ka Nahi Sangam
Palkon Mein Kaid Hoke
Reh Jao Tum Mujhi Mein
O Yaaram
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
In Aakhon Mein In Baaton Mein
Sunta Hoon Koyi Sargam
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
Ho Meharbaan
Jeene Ke Liye Kaafi Hai Tu
Ho Meharbaan
Thoda Sa Main Hoon Baaki Hai Tu
Rehna Toh Hai Kahin Pe
Reh Jao Tum Mujhi Mein
O Yaaram
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
Inn Aakhon Mein Inn Baaton Mein
Sunta Hoon Koyi Sargam
Rabba Ise Keh Doon Kya
Mera Hum Dum Hum Dum
I love him And as the song ended a beautiful white owl fled sorrounding the ground just above us like he was witnessing everything.
Ohhh God its not just a little crush anymore. I'm in love and I want to spend the rest of my life with him so bad.
What was I thinking? Do I even have a doubt? I love him way before I even knew his name or saw his face.
I might break, I might mould or I might not be the deserving one to get him but I'll do my best to deserve him.
I'll do my best to keep him happy and at peace even if that meant dying. It's 31st December, 2021 10:02AM and I'm in love with vyom Randhawa.
I can do anything for him just I can't stay away from him, I can't keep fighting myself to stay away from him anymore.
When you want to spend the rest of your life to be with someone, you want it to begin as soon as possible.
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Omg! She felt in love with him🤍🥺
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