How strange it is to remember each and every details of a person who left you, how I delicately I remember her face, smile, eyes and expression. Even after seeing a lookalike of that person, I wouldn't ever find peace because her soul cannot be replaced, her love and that warmth feelings is still stored up in my memory and I recall it everyday, while waiting and remembering that sweetness I once had in my life. Nothing could ever match the way I used to feel. I still look back, I'm still holding on. I'm still yearning like a child, to be yours again. I think I'll never move on or ever forget you, because you reside too deeply in my soul, in my memories, removing you from it would only mean getting silenced by death, then neither you'll have to return nor I'll have to wait. But instead I'll get to keep you forever in my heart as I remember. I'll keep you forever in a fairytale which never came true, ohh I've always wished that it was just you. Idk if writing all this would ever change anything but I just hope that you knew that I was faithful to you. Now I just miss you each morning and every night. I miss your voice and texts, I miss your everything and in every way but idk if you even do the same. Maybe when I'll die, you realise and believe that I loved you more than this world, but it'll be too late and you won't be able to do anything about it.
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A boy who feels everything
Poetryjust a collection of my writings, my emotions and my deep intense feelings about everything I've experienced. hope you like it and find it worth reading.
