A boy who feels everything

I just wanted to be wanted.

I won't hide it, I need you because you are the only one who can really understand me and the only person I can talk with about the shade of a cloud, about the song of a thought and about how much I feel deeply for you, how much I am all yours with all my memories, poems, outbursts, inner whirlwinds? I know I'm a boring man with unpleasant words but I love you so much that it hurts to live without you, I wanna be devoted to you and I wanna be faithful to your loving, I want you to own me like a dog, so loyal that even death won't do us apart, I want you to own my soul because even being in hell won't be tortureous for me more than living life on earth without being yours, I wanna be sickned by your love too deep that I will forget my own existence, I'll start to believe you and I are the one, whatever we're made of, we are the one. I have this strong and powerful sense of desire that I would cross any limit to get you.. but if you don't want me, I wouldn't do anything. I just really wanna die as being yours.. your only and truthful man. No matter how much heartbreaks I've to take.. no matter who you'll choose, I'll always keep on loving and looking for your resemblance in everyone I see.. we might not be the greatest lover but my love and devotion towards you will be more than great.. I will never stop supporting you or caring about you even if we never meet again. I can stay alive by thinking you're mine, at least in my dreams, in my heart, in my soul.. you're mine and I'm yours in my fairytale. Goodnight my only truth, my reality, my life, my love, my world, my reason to exist. You are everything I ever wanted to have or I needed..