A boy who feels everything

Wish we never had parted

I'm tired, my soul has defeated.. but I'll never forget how badly I wanted you to be mine and only mine. I wanted to remain in your arms for eternity and be yours forever, I wanted you more than everything, I wanted you everytime, in every moment of life even when you left, I wanted you back so badly that I could die for you.. leaving everything behind, did you ever believed truly in my love.. I think you wouldn't left me stranded and alone, only if you'd also feel the same.. but you loved me right? As in the past tense, I do believe you too loved me more than anything.. even harder I suppose but you couldn't keep it, you couldn't keep choosing after knowing my reality.. I was never special, I was never unique, I was just an ordinary man who wanted to feel love.. I'm so glad it happened with you, but it was your love that made me extraordinary for you.. made me feel special, even if it was for some fleeting moments.. it still hurts that I have lost you
I really really wish you had never fell out of love
I really wish you were still mine, I wish we had never seperated.. I would be happy with you