A boy who feels everything

But where do I belong?

I've spent my youth trying to figure out who am I, what am I and where I belong I've been lost several times but without you showing my right path.. I never could find my way out, I've been told by many that the home is where you are born to.. but I've experienced home is where your plans to escape ceases.. home is where all you feel is burden, not even a ounce of freedom. As growing up, I only remember running from place to place, changing of houses.. and leaving memories behind. These 20 years of my life, I've only seen constant movement of my mind, heart, soul, nostalgia and abandonment, fear, and emptiness. I've bound to leave behind places and people, which I once called home. I feel like I've been running for a long time with nowhere to stop at, I've been chasing peace in the wrong corners of the houses where I used to sleep once. I've never been really peaceful or ever felt completeness.. but when I found you, I knew that you could be my home, my only comfort and my only peace.. I never wanted to lose you because how could I not love you when I had seen deeply into your soul, I've looked for comfort everywhere but the comfortability that you gave exists nowhere.. not with anyone else, I love you with all the breath I have still left.. I'm going to love you always, just don't leave me behind.. just don't leave me behind.. you were my only true home, I'm never lost when you're there for me, you're my only solace. I'm ready to wait forever for you, so I can be eternally yours. I know we have different paths but I'd love to walk together by your side. That's all I ever need. even if you don't want me.. I'll still stand right beside you whenever you need me. I just wanna belong to you, I wanna be wherever you are.