80s Bandom One-shots 2

Hard To Say I'm Sorry ! Part Two !

~Takes place a month after the previous chapter, TJ decided to move in with Michael so he has help with the kids. Michael Monroe POV~

"Raa ima getcha!" I said chasing Nicholas playfully as he squealed. He was just learning to walk and boy he was fast when he decided to run. "Hey mom!" The girls said coming in from outside. "Hey kiddos." I said looking at them as I was on the floor with Nicholas laying on me. They giggled and set their bags down as they all got on top of me. 

"Oh no! You got me!" I said playing dead as we all laughed. "When's TJ gonna be home?" Eliza asked looking at me, Eliza was having a hard time transitioning to TJ possibly being her step dad. Ember and Ebony warmed up to him almost immediately and have already started calling him dad. "Not sure sweetheart. You know you can call him dad at any time right?" I said looking at her as she sighed.

"I miss dad...." She said as I frowned. "I know, so do I sweetheart~" I said placing a kiss on her forehead. "Hey hon I'm home." TJ said setting the grocery bags on the table as he shut the door. "DAD!" Ember and Ebony yelled running and hugging him as he laughed. "Hi girls~" He said hugging them back as they laughed. "Eliza?" Tj said looking at her as she frowned. "Hi TJ. I'll help." She said as she helped put the groceries away as I saw TJ frown.

I got up putting Nicholas on my hip as I sighed, "Just give her time. She still misses Razzle." I said as he sighed. "I get it. It can be hard for some to transition." He said as I nodded. "We still on for our date tonight?" He asked as I blushed. "I think so. Nasty and Mick are coming over around 7 so we'll have time. And they got us a hotel room." I said as he blushed. The kids were now playing tag as they were laughing and chasing one another.

~8 PM. At the hotel~

It was awkward, we were just laying in the bed watching tv. We didn't say a word, dinner was great! We talked about a lot of things but this? This is awkward. I sighed, "I'm going to shower." I said getting up as I got into the shower. What I didn't expect was for him to get in with me as I immediately covered myself. "What!" I said looking confused as he laughed and kissed me as I was shocked but kissed back. 

"So that's why you haven't wanted sex~" He said as I blushed looking away as I bit my lip. "Being intersex is hot~" He whispered into my ear as I blushed. "Please~" I whispered as he laughed. "We will~ First we have to shower~" He said as I pouted. "If Razzle was here he'd fuck me in the shower." I said crossing my arms as I regretted saying that, he looked pissed. "Fine then how about I don't fuck you at all?" He said getting out as I sighed. "Wait! TJ that's not what I meant!" I said as he growled. 

"It clearly is. Even you aren't over Razzle. I don't understand why you'd agree to date me if you aren't even over your husband who died 2 fucking years ago. Get over it! He's not fucking coming back!" He yelled as I gasped, putting my hand over my mouth as I looked at him with tears in my eyes. "Michael..." He said as I pushed him away. "Go away..." I said crying as he frowned. 

"Just go! You said it yourself. I can't get over it and I never will. Just leave me" I said curling up into a ball as I cried. I'm a monster who will never be able to love again, ever....Razzle was my first and only love.

~A year later~

"Come on kids. Time for school." I said helping them put their backpacks on as well as handing them their lunches. "Bye mom!" They said was I waved goodbye. I had gotten a full transition a few months ago, now I'm Michelle Monroe. Things haven't been the same without TJ, I just miss Razzle even more.

My kids are the only thing keeping me going and I don't know if I'll ever recover....will things ever be the same?

~Hard To Say I'm Sorry ! Part Two ! ~

~If I make a part three would you guys wanna see Razzle come back from the dead or TJ apologize for everything?~