I Have A Problem, But I Refuse To Admit It (Nikki Sixx x Slash)

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~Obvious trigger warning: drugs, alcohol, death. Also features Vinxl/Vince Neil x Axl Rose, Duff McKagan x Tommy Lee, Izzy Stradlin x Mick Mars, Steven Adler x John 5. John 5 is the second guitarist for Motley Crue in this~

~Nikki Sixx POV~

"Hey I'm here." I said setting my bass down as I got it out. "You're late." Vince said turning around to look at me as I scoffed. "I'm here aren't I?" I said looking at him as he rolled his eyes. "Whatever."

~After recording~

I grabbed some coke I had in my jacket pocket as I lined it up and snorted it up as I coughed. "Dude you have a problem." Tommy said looking at me as I laid back. "Uh-huh." I said as my leg started to shake violently. "You do!" He said as I growled and slammed my fist on the table. "YEAH SO MAYBE I FUCKING DO T-BONE. WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO!?" I yelled getting in his face as he whimpered. "Exactly. Pussy." I spat as I got my bass and walked quickly away. 

~Vince Neil POV~

"Fuck. He has a real problem." I said sighing and placing my head in my hands. We all agreed to be sober but clearly Nikki can't even do that. "Hey babe, is everything ok?" Axl said coming in as he put his arm around me as I sobbed softly. "No...Nikki just fucking left and yelled at Tommy..." I said as he frowned and hugged me. "Those are unfortunately the effects of cocaine..." Axl said sighing as I clung to him.

John sighed as he got up, "I'm going to go check on him." He said as Steven grabbed his arm. "Please don't- he'll hurt you-" He said whimpering as John frowned. "Come on Stevie, I'm taking you home~" He said as Steven blushed and they left. "I just wanna go home..." Mick said as Izzy frowned. "Come on, we're going home then." He said helping Mick up as they too left followed by Duff and Tommy. 

I looked at Axl as he pulled me in for a kiss as I immediately kissed back, wrapping my arms around his neck. "Axl~ please make me forget!" I begged as he chuckled and placed a finger under my chin as I looked at him. "You want me to fuck that pretty little ass of yours~" He growled as I nodded furiously. He threw off our clothes as he immediately attacked my neck as I gasped. 

"Ahh~ Axl~" I moaned as he growled and slammed into me as I squealed. "Yes! Fuck! Yes!" I moaned loudly as he kept up his brutal pace. "Ahh~ Hahh~ Uhh!" I moaned loudly as he chuckled. "Baby~ you're so loud~" He purred into my ear as I blushed. "Ahh~ HAhh~" I moaned softly as he smiled and kissed me deeply. "Ahh~ Hahh~" I moaned loudly as I squealed, comin all over our stomachs as he licked it up causing me to squirm.

"Axl~ Fuck don't stop! Fill me" I begged as he smirked and bit onto my neck as I gasped, entangling my fingers in his hair as he came deep inside me. I squealed as I heard him sigh contently. He laid on me as we stayed like that, enjoying each others presence. "God I love this~" I said as he laughed. "I do too princess~" He said as I smiled. "Don't pull out~ just...stay~" I said as he laughed. "I have to sometime darling~" He said as I blushed. 

~Nikki Sixx POV~

I was tweaking, I needed more so I called my buddy as he was gonna bring me some more drugs. I paced around the living room as I had a gun with me, I was paranoid everyone's after me. I heard a knock at the door as I jumped, startled but seeing as it was only my drug buddy I let him in. "Give me something hard." I said grabbing my wallet. "Sweet Persian." He said handing it to me as I paid him. "Good. Don't let anyone see you." I said as he left. I heated it up as I injected it, sighing in relief. 

Then everything went black.

~Tommy Lee POV~

"Come on. Light turn!" I said as I was getting impatient. Me and the boys decided to go on a motorcycle ride with our spouses to check on Nikki. "BABE BE PATIENT!" Duff yelled so I could hear him as I grumbled. The light finally turned as we sped off, "BABE SLOW DOWN A BIT!" Duff yelled as I couldn't. I was worried sick about my terror twin. 

We pulled into the driveway as I immediately turned the bike off and put it in park as I burst into the door seeing Nikki in a pool of blood. "SIXX!" I yelled running to him as I looked for signs of entry. It was his arm, and there was a lot of blood. "NO!" I yelled as I tried my best to put pressure on the wound as I was crying. 

"Babe-" Duff said putting his arm on my shoulder as I cried. "No he can't be dead!" I said crying as he frowned. I started performing CPR as tears shed. I can't lose him. "NIKKI!" I yelled as I cried, laying on his chest. "Babe...." Duff said placing a hand on my back as I cried harder. He was gone, my terror twin is gone...

~At the hospital. Slash POV~

"I'm sorry, we couldn't save him." The doctor said as we all broke down in tears. What the fuck? We all hugged, Nikki was gone. Gone for good and I could've prevented it! 

~Back at his apartment~

"FUCK! YOU STUPID FUCK! YOU COULD'VE SAVED HIM!" I yelled smashing shit as I was yelling at myself. I could've stopped him. I could've fucking saved him! But no, I was too much of a coward to tell him how I felt! "SLASH! OPEN THE DOOR!" I heard Nikki's voice as I cried. "I still hear him..." I said sobbing as I flung a plate at the door. "SLASH!" I heard again as I curled up crying. The door swung open as I saw Nikki, fully alive and not at all an angel as I cried. I was dreaming, I was dreaming.

This isn't real. This isn't real. He slapped me hard as I looked at him with tears in my eyes. "I'M ALIVE YOU DICK! And I love you too-" He said smashing our lips together as I clung to him. "Fuck I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner-" I said as he frowned. "No more drugs. I want us to live happily together~" He said as I blushed. "please-" I said as he kissed me. 

~I Have A Problem, But I Refuse To Admit It~

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