Memories or... Dreams?

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(Unconscious Rina Dialogue is in bold and italics, other voices of dialogue out of her mind are normal, so is her talking.)
I look around it's dark but not the type of eerily dark that you can't see anything.. it was strange almost like if I was having a dream. A voice calls me in the dark.. a sweet one. Mother? I walk over to the voice, the light comes a little lighter as I approach the memory? At least that's what I think it is... That's my mother, holding me close on the verge of dying asking me to become something strong. I touch the memory but it fades before I can, another voice rings in my head... Big brother? I hadn't really talked to him when I was younger but when I was maybe three or four he'd always try to get me to talk to him and play with him.. he'd always tell me stories either bed time stories made up one's or something about his day I had always listened either way. I step towards the memory it's less faint and blurry as my mother's was. What had happened to him after I left? I never knew that answer... He looks more like mother than I ever will. I stare at the memory like dream for a while before it fades just like my mothers. "Brat" I twirl around the sound of my father's voice was one I could never forget, the memory of him is clearest of day. His voice is like a haunting nightmare and so is the memory. "You'll never be anything but a waste of space, time and energy. No one wants you around" "That's not true. Tomura does, the league do." The memory becomes more so self doubting than ever before, my father's unkind voice ringing in my head. "That boy is only using you as his pawn and Nothing more, do you really think that anyone could ever love a freakish monster like you? Those villains don't have true feelings, they don't like you." "No they do I know they do." "Get a grip of reality, they'll never want you around you're just a burden always passing out, you're weak, pathetic even." I try to think of anything else but his voice but nothing comes to mind with his taunting comments whirling around my mind. "And that quirk of yours... I bet that little boyfriend of yours hates how many quirks you have, I know he has to be disgusted by you." "No you're wrong, my Tomura loves me! He- he doesn't care about that." I step forward but I sink down into water? No it's not water it's just a nightmare. But then... Why can't I breathe? I grasp at the water, but nothing happens it's like thin air, I can't swim up I can't try to save myself. I'm... Useless, utterly useless. I sink down bubbles escaping my mouth, I couldn't hear a thing, not a single sound- until "Rina!" I whirl my head around, tomura's voice? He's okay! "My queen please! Wake up" wake up... Yes I need to wake up before I slip out of life for good. I try swimming up but it's no use, I don't give up though, I have to get back to him.
I can't let him be alone in this,I made a promise to stay by his side always! So please let me go back- Instantly though a pair of calloused and very unmoisterised hands grab my small body and lift me up, I stare at the person. Tomura. I feel myself start to slip back into consciousness, yes just a little longer my king.
"They'll pay for what they've done.. I'll make sure they'll pay-" I gasp as I jolt awake, as I open my eyes I see him.. my Tomura staring right back down at me "Tomura.." I smile softly. I notice his normal light blue hair has changed to a white. It's quite a drastic change but it's still my Tomura.
"You're awake, thank god. I wouldn't be able to do this without you by my side, you mean everything to me." His words are like a weight off my shoulders. "You mean everything to me too Tomura." I slowly sit up and get a sense of my bearings.

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