The Drunken Mistake

Chapter 16 - Why you're here?

Kiaaraa's POV

I was working on some documents and heard a knock on the door. I asked him/her to come in.

"Kiaraa?" It was a familiar voice. Jaekyung? I halted for a second and looked at him. He's here...

Why?

"W-what are you doing h-here?" I asked.

"I just wanted to know if you're doing well.." He replied.

I was rebuilding my life for a happier one. Why can't he just stay out of my way?

"See I'm fine. Oh No... I was... a moment ago before you appeared in front of me..."

I didn't say those words on purpose. It was my anger who's talking right now.

Seeing his pain and regret on his face. I couldn't hold it back anymore... My eyes started tears...

"Is my b-baby alive?"
He asked... Did he come for the baby?

"W-what baby!? I'm not a wh*re to give babies to random men!!"

"So you weren't pregnant?" He asked

What should I say? Should I tell him about Emaya? But, will he take her from me? Or will he take it as a responsibility and stay with us as a family?

In my dreams... He won't do either of these. He's such a selfish man who only just wants to fulfil his needs.

"Tell me, Kiaraa! Do we have a child or not?"
I flinched as he shouted... I couldn't hide it but I didn't want him to break into my happiness again,
so I said, "No...."

"Why? Did you expect me to say 'yes' So you can pity me? You're wrong Jaekyung.  You're totally wrong. I'm not weak as I was in the past. And even if I had a child, I would have raised it better than you can imagine.

It was your mistake, right? Then why you even care? I suffered a lot after... I was afraid to face the world... I stayed hidden for months thanks to the trauma you built inside my heart! I had feelings for you. I was hopeless. No one was there to help me, and thanks to you! I had to lie to my parents about my resignation and my- argh..."

[A/N: My Pregnancy]

"And here you are. Came to pity me after 5 years. I wish you wouldn't have come here... I h-hate you Jaekyung!"

Anger and sadness took over me. I shouted my heart out. All the pain I've been hiding in my heart, I let go of all. He was listening to all just like a sad statue.

I was breathing heavily. I just want a hug filled with love, and I did expect it from him even though I said that I hated him a moment ago.

"If that's what you want... I'll leave then....
I just wanted to know if you're alright. I regret for leaving you alone that day...
I'm sorry for the trouble I caused....
Goodbye, Kiaraa...."

He ended the conversation and disappeared from my sight.

'Don't go... Please... your daughter is here... Please don't leave me again... Please hug me tight... I can't forgive you but it feels unsecured without you... Please come back... don't listen to my words... Can't you hear the shouts of my heart?'

I was telling him my true feelings... but sadly he couldn't hear my inner voice...

I was alone again... I was crying.

To be honest, my heart felt joy when I saw him a few minutes ago. And now it's missing him most crazily...

I heard the door open. I expected Jaekyung to come back but it wasn't him.

It was his daughter, our daughter.
She ran towards me. I wiped my tears before she could notice it, but I failed.  She noticed my red eyes.

"Mom? Were you crying?" She asked climbing on my lap.

"No darling.  I just ate something spicy." It was easy to lie to a 5 year old child but mine was kinda special one.

She gave me a suspicious look but didn't ask anything further. It seems like she has something very interesting to tell me about.

"Mom you know whath? I saw thath uncle who is in your wallpaper."

"My phone wallpaper?" I asked.  Oh god did she meet Jaekyung?

What if he recognised her by any chance?

"D-did you talk with him?"

"Yeah! He is so kind. He even patted my head."

My heart felt both sad and happy feelings.

Happy because The father and the daughter met each other and they seem to like each other.

Sad because They never knew that they're father and daughter...

I wish we could reunite and become a happy family... but that's impossible...

Now he thinks I don't have a child with his blood,  he'll probably find someone and marry her.

"MOM!!" She grabbed my attention and said "I meth him again while I coming here. He looked so sad. Did someone blame him?"

"How do I know?" I replied

"He fall from the sthairs and now he's in the doctor room."

"What?!!" I rose from my seat.

"Stay here okay? Don't come outside."
Saying that I rushed towards the medical center of my company. 

Is he hurt? Why he can't be careful about himself?

To be continued...

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Author's Note

In Kiaraa's company, There's a medical centre made just for the employees and workers.
Emaya meant the Medical Center by "doctor room".

And there will be some mistakes in Emaya's dialogues. And also she spells Letter 'T' as 'th' sometimes. I did that on purpose to make this character more obvious. Hope you'll understand the words.

This is the longest chapter so far!
Hope you enjoyed.

Bye for now...♡