Amongst The Water: Deep Waters(ONGOING:Editing Current Chapters)

PART ONE: Chapter 12-Double the Frustration

CHAPTER TWELVE:Double the Frustration

THURSDAY May 31,2018

(3 months,2 weeks, 14 days.

( 2 months,2 weeks, 41 days after breakup with Jacob.)

Kylie/Finn broke up=(May 21) 10 Days

        (Kaylee & Brian dating =                 (4 weeks, 44 days

"It's been Ten days since Finn went back to the Police Academy and 10 days since I ended things." Kylie sighs as she stares down at her laptop. She looks around her and Kaylee's temporary shared room.

    "And since I found out that I was definitely violated by those horrible men." She swallows hard and jumps as she hears a knock on the door.

    "Sorry. I thought you heard your father let me in." Matt smiles at Kylie. "Were you talking to yourself?" He chuckles.

  She grins back at him. "Yeah I was. My life is just so messed up and I don't know what to do about it?" Kylie's grin fades into a frown. "The Sea Hag is out to destroy EVERYONE I love and her evil minions freaking raped me." She swallows back her sobs. She finally got control of her reaction when she remembers being violated.

    "Sorry." She waves her tears off. "It's still hard to not be emotional when I think about those guys doing things to me." She whimpers.

   Matt quickly runs to her side and kneels down on front of her sitting in her desk chair. "It's completly okay Kye. It's okay if you still lose control because they did a terrible thing and deserve more punishment." Matt squezes her hands tightly; sending a wave of calmness.

  Kylie blinks away her tears and smiles at Matt. "Thank you Matty. I can always count on you."

  Matt nods. "That's what Oath Bound Warriors are for." He pushes back the urge to pick her up and kiss her deeply.

   "It's okay if you kiss me Matt." Kylie stands up, wipes tears off her cheeks and smooths down her long shorts. "I hate these shorts." She jokes as she walks closer to Matt. She swallows hard as she grabs his hands and blinks nervously. "I still can't get myself to wear skirts or dresses again."

  Matt scoffs. "They didn't violate you because of what you were wearing." "They did it because they were likely ordered to and because they are scumbags."

   "I know. But I feel..." Kylie swallows back her feelings. "I feel dirty."

  Matt drops her hands and stares into her beutiful brown eyes. Almost getting lost in the golden flecks in them. Something that has recently been more prominent. "You aren't dirty. You didn't let them do anything to you Kye. And please stop thinking any of it is your fault."

     "I don't really think it's my fault Matt." "I just dont feel pure anymore. They took my virginity Matty and now I have new scars in places I shouldn't have scars."    

        Kylie starts to tremble, but Matt grabs her and pulls her to her bed. He sits her down and pulls her into a tight hug. "You are still a Virgin Kye. They took your innocence and violated you. You did t chose to do anything Kye. They violated you and deserve to rot in hell." Matt says, his voice getting deeper with anger near the end.

          "Matt." Kylie sighs.

Matt lets go of  his anger with a sigh. "Yes Kye."

          Kylie pulls away from Matt. "Do you want to date?" Kylie's eyes twitch. "Like for real?"

        Matt's eyes open wide. He grins at Kylie. "Are you having me on?" He chuckles.

       Kylie blinks. "No. Why would I joke about that?"