Military school (bxb book)

Life update

I know y'all are tired of seeing these and want to seem more chapters but you guys have been so supportive while I've been gone. I've seen all of your very nice comments and I feel like you guys deserve an explanation.

In my last life update I talked about work, my dance team and concerts. Let me get you guys up to speed cause my life is completely different now. First of all your girl is engaged which is part of the reason I've been gone so long. I was also struggling to find somewhere to live after living with my older sister for over a year and deciding not to renew our lease. I was working 40 hours a week to make sure my paychecks were enough for the apartment applications and it still wasn't cutting it.

My fiancé was also struggling to find somewhere to live at the time and I didn't want him to be sleeping in his car or on the streets so I was under a lot of pressure the entire month of May. Fortunately I was able to find us a place to live, our apartment is small but we're slowly making it into our new home.

My fiancé also helped me get a better job making $18 an hour plus tips, I've now been able to pay my bills every month with worrying and been able to save money after 3 years.

We've been living together for 3 months now, we even had a cat for a little bit, her name was Sage. I say "was" because she ran away a while ago and we haven't been able to find her.

My dancing has slowly come to a halt. I did re-audition for my dance team this year, made the team again and was offered the captain position but unfortunately couldn't continue with the team because of my financial situation at the time. Since then I don't really take dance classes or choreography for fun like I used to. Dance is such a big part of who I am and without it, it feels like a part of me is missing.

I turned 22 in July and celebrated my birthday with a dinner on the beach and that weekend my fiancé and I went to Orlando. We went to animal kingdom and icon park, it was a pretty fun weekend.

I'm currently going through the second worst eczema flare up I've ever had I my life and I don't have access to the steroid cream I used to use, which caused me to go through the worst steroid withdrawal ever. My skin was constantly dry, itchy and I couldn't stop scratching until I bleed. I even gave myself an infection from scratching my skin open and bacteria getting into the cut.

I took some pills and now I don't have an infection but my skin is still dry, tight and it hurts to walk most times. I have to start an anti inflammatory diet because I can't go back to steroid creams now.

I know I haven't been writing here on wattpad but I have been keeping a journal and writing here and there. I guess I kinda replaced my love for dance for my childhood love of writing in the meantime. Any crazy story of thought that comes to my mind I jot it down, I've even started writing a script for a movie that I think would kill in the box office in 2025 lol.

I miss this. Just sitting here typing this life update at 4:23am is making me smile ear to ear. I miss you guys and I miss this story. I feel like I've abandoned these characters in a way and that's not right. They need their happy ending just like anyone else. So here I am ready to start over or continue I guess. I hope you've missed me because I've missed you guys too. A new chapter is will be coming in a few hours.

I've had this idea in my head for this next chapter for a while. How do we feel about a jump into the future??