Military school (bxb book)

Chapter 4

Clayton POV
I woke up a little later then yesterday, I looked into the bathroom to see that all the boys were already awake and dressed. Justice was at the sink brushing his teeth while Cam was talking to him, Jack, John and Masterson were standing in a circle on the far side near the stalls talking to each other.

When I walked into the bathroom all the guys greeted me with a hi, hello or good morning even Masterson said good morning to me. I guess he was just trying act normal as if nothing happened between us last night, but something did, something serious and just the thought and site of Masterson left me with mixed feelings.

I always thought of myself as straight, well I mean I am, I have a girlfriend who I love and have been with for 7 months. I have never seen myself look at another boy in any other way until I got here, I used to just see a guy, normal people just like me but now I take things in, analyze everything about them.

I would never see another boy as "attractive" but John and Masterson were changing my mind. John was attractive like a girl, he was definitely more dainty and had a petite frame, even his facial features were more like a girls but you could still tell he is a boy and I'm pretty sure he shaves his legs.

Masterson was attractive in a much more masculine way, he was tall and sort of built I could tell that he worked out often. He had stronger facial features with a sharp jawline. Masterson honestly looked like he was sculpted by god himself and I felt that if I could, I could stand there and look at him all day.

Finding new things that are attractive about him every second because honestly their was.

After standing at the sink brushing my teeth and splashing cold water on my face I head back over to my bed to get dressed. I decided not to go into the stalls today and get dressed, we are all boys so it shouldn't matter and I had never seen any of other boys go back there to get dressed.

When I was fully dressed I sat down to put my shoes on and just like yesterday John came and sat down next to me "morning Clayton" "good morning" I replied back smiling at him "so how did you sleep, probably much better with out me kicking you all night" he laughed a little, even his laugh sounded more like a girls.

"No you didn't kick me at all, and I slept fine thanks for asking, what about you" "I slept fine" just then Masterson walked passed staring me down the whole way to his bed and all I could see was him holding me while he jerked me off. I swallowed hard trying to think of how I was going to avoid him all day, the true answer was I'm not going to be able to it's kind of impossible to avoid someone here.

"Clay and John all the other guys and I are going outside to stretch come out whenever if you want to join" we both just looked at him and nodded.

After the door to the bunk closed John looked at me with a subtle smile, I just smiled back. I got up and started to head to the door when I felt John's hand pull me back. "Uhh Clayton remember that kiss you promised me" just then the conversation John and I had rushed back into my head. I was to scared to say anything so I just nodded, "well I was wondering if I could have it now"

"Now" I questioned he just nodded "John I have never kissed a boy before" "oh come on we both know that's not true" he laughed a little bit as I remember the quick peck I gave him in the lips when he was sleeping.

"I mean like a serious kiss, like the one you're asking me for right now" he took a few steps closer to me his eyes slowly changing from the bright sparkle he had to a little darker "don't worry I'll lead and I'll be gentle if you're that scared" he said while taking my hands and putting them on his hips while looking me in the eyes the whole time after he put his hands on my shoulder.

"I'm not scared" I said my voice betraying me by cracking I was scared, I was so scared, how would I see John after this stupid kiss I promised him. My hands dug into his small waist as we stood there looking at each other and I could have sworn I saw his eyes roll to the back of his head as I did it. Maybe that was his soft spot but whatever it was for some reason I liked it.

All he did was whisper two words and like a genie his wish was my command "kiss me". My head ducked down to meet his, our lips touched and I honestly didn't care that I was kissing a boy. This boys lips were soft and somehow tasted like candy, I thought maybe chapstick.

We kissed for what felt like forever until I guess I dug my hands into his waist to hard because he whimpered into my mouth and then pulled away, but I couldn't help myself I just wanted him closer to me for some reason.

He backed away from me and wiped his mouth off, he smiled at me then started to head to the door "thanks for keeping your promise" was all he said before he wink at me at walked out the door.

What was this boy, no what more what is this place doing to me. "I can't be gay, I have a girlfriend" I said to myself before following John out of the door.

After what happened between me and John, the rest of the day was honestly pretty normal just like yesterday running,breakfast,school then a 1 hour and 30 minutes of free time. Me and all the others boys went to the gym which was actually pretty nice.

Then dinner is where it kind of went down hill. Masterson got into a fight with the crazy kids him and all the others guys warned me about. Jacob had been staring at me for 10 minutes when he took his hand and made an offensive gesture at me.

Or at least I thought it was, I'm not sure it was kind like how own language. Either way it pissed Masterson off big time, he got up threw Jacob on the ground and just started swinging. Somewhere in the whole mess Jacob bit him and Masterson had to be taken to the nurse for a rabies shot.

After dinner I went to go see him in the clinic because I felt him getting bit was all my fault. When I got to the clinic I asked the nurse if I could see him and she told me something but I wasn't paying attention I was just nodding so I could see him.

When she was finally done she told me which bed he was on and I went to go see him.