The answer Aezhar wants is not hard, but it’s difficult to say it in front of him. I don’t want to make him miserable. I want him to live a happy life. The answer he wants that I can’t say is, "I want to live, Aezhar. I want to live... hic... hic... I want to live a happy life with you, to have kids of our own. I want to live a long and happy life... hic... hic... I want to live."
Life appeared in front of me and said:
Life: "That's what I wanted—to see you miserable like this."
Alara: "So you are here to see me like this."
Life: "Just now, you want to live so desperately, and now your face is all blank."
Alara: "You will never lift my curse, and there is no human who will help me."
Life: "Yes, you get it."
Alara: "I want to say sorry to you too. I threw you away, and now I can feel how you felt then. Now you are throwing me away. Sorry."
Life: (flinching a little) "Don’t try this."
After that life left.
Alara: "I did not realize in my past life that suicide is not the end. Now my past mistakes have become my present poison."
"Knock knock."
Alara: "Who’s there?"
"It’s me. My daughter, your mother, and Ryan also came to see you."
Alara: "Father, please come in."
Duke (Alara’s father): "Alara, let’s go. We need to see the best doctors."
Duchess (Alara’s mother): "He’s right."
Ryan (Alara’s brother): "And don’t you worry about anything."
Alara: "Father, mother, and Ryan, I am fine. Don’t you know? Aezhar, He almost made appointments with every single best doctor."
Ryan: "But..."
Alara: "Don’t say anything. I am tired of listening. Please, let me be. Leave me so I can live these seven days peacefully. Let’s go home, please."
Ryan: "Okay
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A Cost Of Suicide
خيال (فانتازيا)Alara wakes up in an unfamiliar world, having reincarnated into the life of a character from a novel she once read. Her new identity belongs to a young woman destined to suffer for the sake of the story's protagonists. Haunted by memories of her pas...
