Journey to realisation of love

✨ Morning in Pratap 's Mansion ✨

Mahendra - Sakshi side,

Sakshi POV,

I woke up and saw his arms around my waist securely, I smiled sadly bcz he only would do this thing when he was sober.

I removed his hand from my waist and went towards washroom. Coming out I saw he woke up and sitting in balcony reading newspapers, it is delivered by home staff every morning bcz he is addicted to it.

Sakshi - Mahindra ji taiyaar ho jaayiye ;[mujhe pta hai mujhe badle mein rude jawab hi Milne wala hai ]

Mahindra - mujhe order mat do samjhi , apni limit mein rho , don't try to be....

Sakshi cut him in between and said....

Sakshi - yeah yeah I know don't try to be your wife. Mahindra ji maan lijiye ab toh 3 saal ho gye hai main hi biwi hu , aapke bacche ki maa hu . I m your better hal....f

I said while combing my hair suddenly my words stuck in my mouth I gulped and put comb on dressing. He is coming towards me and I tried to escape from him but he held my wrist and pulled me towards him .

My heart is beating so fast. He leaned closer and his lips touched my ears ....

Mahindra - dil ki dhadkan itni tej kyu ho gyi Sakshi....

He said and bite my earlobe hard making me hiss. My hands automatically griped on his shoulder. He is kissing my neck and his hands travelling on body .

But I composed myself somehow and pushed him away.

Sakshi - chhuna mat mujhe inn haatho se , jab tak aapko mujhse pyarr ka ehsaas nhi dur rhiye mujhse.

Mahindra - accha ... Toh agar main tumhe nhi chhuta toh Ziva kaha se aati . Bolo

I still remember when we did our first time but we are not in our senses . We both are drunk on Shubman's birthday. He drank purposely but I had it accidentally bcz of Avinash [cousin brother of Pratap and Swarna own brother].

After two weeks I found out. I was pregnant.
I wasn't going to tell anyone but dadi understand to see my pregnancy symptoms and Mahindra ji also found my test in dustbin.

I thought he would not accept our child but he was very happy to see my postive test. Suddenly he changed like he always came on time from office and take my all favourite snacks , understand my mood swings that whole 9 months he really care for me .

But as Ziva grew up he became as what he is now . And now , he only care about Ziva not me .

He tried to approach me many times but I denied him we end up with big arguments but I can't let a man touch me for lust even if he is my husband.

Sometimes I thought he might be cheating for on me for sexual frustration when he comes home late which made me cry.

But once seeing my too much broken self he confessed that he would never cheat even he didn't care me . He is man of his words and he has a royal blood, royals didn't cheat.

I was so in thought about Flashback when I again felt his arms around my waist and he again started kissing on my neck. I don't want to push him but I pushed him again.

Sakshi - bht easy hai Mahindra ji love me and have me but if you can't then don't come near me.

Mahindra - I can't understand you Sakshi, kbhi kehti ho main aapki biwi hu or agle hi pal kehti ho main tumhe apni biwi ki nazro se nhi dekhta. Tum chahti kya ho?

Sakshi - yeh abhi bhi mujhe batane ki zarurat hai?? Chaliye bol hi deti hu main sirf aapka pyar chahti hu Mahindra ji or kuchh nhi ....

Mahindra - sapne mein