Dizzy || Hyunlix ff

Chapter 2

Felix pov

After class, I headed to my locker, grabbed a mint and put it in my mouth. I grabbed my stuff after, then headed out the school, while i was walking out the school, one of my bullies went in front of me.

"Well, well, well, what do we have here?" The bully and his friends laughed.

I was about to speak then i was met with a punch to my face. I fell down to the floor, holding back tears. He punched my stomach a couple times and kicked my legs.

"Pathetic ass." He and his friends laughed as they left.

I stood up painfully, I walked towards the bathroom, and as I looked into the mirror, I realized my face was bleeding. I sighed as I wiped the blood away. I was pretty much used to the pain. After I had wiped the blood I headed out the school and started walking home, as I was walking I saw a stray cat. I love cats, I've always loved them. I petted the stray cat then headed to my house.

I had taken the longer way so I took extra long to get home. When i walked in I was greeted with a slap. I almost fell to the ground but I caught myself before I could fall.

"Where were you?!" My father yelled, his breath was filled with alcohol. I could tell he was drunk.

"I-I took the longer way..." he slapped me again.

"Didn't i tell you not to take that way?" I nodded. He slapped me again.

"Go to your room." I was about to walk away then he said;

"don't even think about eating until tomorrow. You need to learn your lesson."

I nodded, I headed to my room and the moment I closed the door I dropped to the floor, in pain from what happened earlier. I forced myself to stand up, I stood up and went into the bathroom, I grabbed a small box from under the sink.

I opened the box and took out the blade, i took the blade and dragged it across my arms. I wasn't satisfied enough, so I pulled down my pants and started cutting my legs and thighs. I put away the blade and put the box back under the sink.

I took off my clothes and headed in the shower, The hot water stinging my cuts. After I finished showering I went out and put on my clothes. I headed to my bed and fell asleep.

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I woke up the next morning. I forced myself to stand up. I changed into black sweatpants and a black baggy hoodie. I grabbed my backpack and headed out the house. I headed to school and I went to my class. Class passed by like a turtle crossing the road, I nearly fell asleep 3 times during the lesson. After class, I headed to the dance room again. Anything to skip lunch. I saw Hyunjin in there, my eyes immediately lit up.

"Hey Hyunjin!" I smiled at him, he smiled back.

"Hey Felix! Whats up?" He asked as he stopped dancing.

"Nothing much, just here to dance. What about you?" I asked him.

"Im here to dance as well." He smiled at me.

"Wanna learn another twice dance?" I asked him, hoping he would say yes.

"Hell yes!" He laughed as he went to put a twice dance practice video.

During a part of the dance, my sleeve fell down a little and showed half a cut. I immediately covered it up, hoping he saw nothing. I continued dancing and trying to keep my sleeves up.

As i was doing the last step the bell rang, great. Just great.

"Im gonna head to class now, I can't be too late." I said to Hyunjin.

"Oh alright." Hyunjin said. "I should probably head to class too." We headed out the dance room together and i headed to the bathroom first.

I enter a stall and I kneeled down and started purging. After I purged I flushed it away and went to wash my hands. I put a mint in my mouth and headed to my class. After school ended, I started to head home.

I got a message from my dad saying; "don't come home until another 4 hours. I have someone over." I sighed, i put my phone away. I decided to take a walk. I didn't know how i could walk for 4 hours but, i guess ill just go to a café. I sat down and saw Lee know, my other cousin. "Hey Lee know!" We weren't that close, but we were close. I smiled at him and he greeted me. "Hey Felix!" He walked towards me. "Didn't know you worked here." I said to Lee know. "Well, now you do."

I chuckled. "Why are you here?" Lee know asked. "My dad has someone over. He asked me not to come home for another 4 hours." I sighed. He always had someone over. "Ohh, let me take your order." "Ill have a caramel mocha with extra whipped cream." "Got it, heres your order number." I took the order number and payed for the drink. I sat down and waited for my order. Soon after about 5 minutes i got my order. "Thank you." I thanked the waiter and started drinking my drink.

After i finished it i check the time and realized i still had an extra 3 hours and 10 minutes. I decided to take a walk, i ended walking for about an hour and 45 minutes. I checked the time and it said 8:34pm. I had to be home by 11pm. That was my curfew for today and i was sure as hell gonna take advantage of it. I decide to go to the mall. I went to an album store and bought 2 twice albums.

I decided to go to a park and open them. It wasn't windy which was good, i opened both my albums and out them back in the back after opening them. I had to start heading home now since it was almost 10pm and it takes about an hour to get home. My legs were so sore and tired but i had to get home. I was super dizzy but i managed to get home. When i went home my dad wrote on the white board; "ill be back home in 3 days. Invite who you but if its messy i swear your not gonna see the light of day."

I sighed, i decided to eat something since i knew i would end up fainting if i didn't. I decided to go to sleep, it was the weekend so i could sleep in tomorrow.

To be continued...