Dizzy || Hyunlix ff

Chapter 5

Hyunjin pov

My mother woke me up this morning by hitting me til i opened my eyes. My body was aching so hard right now, but i still had to go to school. I forced myself up and grabbed my back pack. I headed to school since i had to walk, it was a 20 minute walk. It sucked cause i hadn't eaten in a while and i just got beaten for a while.

My body ached so badly but i had to do school. As i arrived in the school, everyone was staring at me weirdly. I don't know why they were, but i was used to it. I was walking into the school then someone lifted up my head. "Hey loser." I looked up to see my bully. Wonderful.

I was about to say something then he slapped me. I stumbled but i didn't fall. Before i could do anything he punched me again, right in my eye. I fell to the floor and heard everyone laughing. "Pathetic loser." He punched me again in the stomach.

My vision started going blurry as he continued to hit me. My eyes started closing until he suddenly stopped. I looked up and saw.. Felix? What was he doing there? "You fucking asshole back off of him." He pushed the bully. I tried to get up but i was too weak to be able to.

I felt someone pick me up and carry me to a classroom. "Oh Hyunjin..." i heard him mumble. My head was spinning and dizzy and i couldn't see anything. I felt someone wrapping bandages around me and cleaning my cuts. "Hyunjin... where are these cuts from?..." Felix held up my arm. Shit. He was talking about my sh cuts. He started cleaning those too.

"Wait let me give you water." He gave me a glass of water, after drinking it it helped me gain back my vision and my head stopped spinning a lot. I blinked a couple times as i looked at Felix. "Felix..." He looked up at me. "Yeah?" He asked. "What are you doing?" I asked him. "Treating your wounds..." he said as he continued to clean them up.

I sighed, i couldn't really breathe. But it was fine, that's for the better anyway. "Hyunjin?..." i heard as my ear started ringing. My head was spinning again and i had a massive headache. "Hyunjin!" I heard as my vision went black. I soon woke up somewhere that wasn't familiar.

"Hyunjin oh my gosh you're awake." Felix ran to me. "Oh gosh... are you okay? You fainted..." he said as he got a cup of water for me. Why was he caring so much? "You're in my house by the way... i couldn't take you to the nurses office since someone was already there. So that's where i was. His house. I stood up. But my head started spinning more.

"Just rest... ill go make you some soup..." He stood up and went to the kitchen. Was i in his room? It looked so nice. He soon came back with the soup and i started eating it. My stomach flipped a little but then i soon got used to it. I ate the whole bowl while he went to wash the dishes. I laid there staring at the wall while he was washing the dishes.

Why is he caring? Why would anyone care about me? Why hasn't he hit me yet? Why hasn't he yelled at me yet? My thoughts swarmed.

All i wanted in that moment was my blades.

My thoughts were interrupted when he came back. "Hey do u want me to drop u off at ur house? I don't want ur mom getting worried." He said, i paused for a moment. She wouldn't worry, she'd just yell and hit me. But i wasn't gonna get hit with all my cuts and scars.

"Yeah sure thanks, that would really help."

Im so tired.

"Okay we'll leave in 2 minutes let me just get my jacket." "Okayy." I sighed, i stood up but my cuts and scars were stinging. Everything was stinging. I walked to the door and it didn't matter if i had a jacket or not. I have my hoodie so. I noticed Felix walking back and he looked so cute in his hoodie.

I snapped out my thoughts as we started walking to my house, surprisingly i didn't live too far. Like a 15 minute walk. Me and Felix were talking and as usual, i was also talking with my hands. My sleeve slipped down a little and a few of my scars and red lines showed around my wrist. "Hyunjin...." He said after i had finished talking.

I didn't know why he said that until he grabbed my wrist gently. "Do u mind if i look?" He looked up at me, i nodded. He slipped down my sleeve. "Hyunjin... why are they so deep?..." he looked up at me. "Don't be mad please, don't be mad, i'm sorry, i tried, please, don't be mad, im sorry..."

Felix pov

I looked up at Hyunjin. Why was he saying sorry? "No it's okay Hyunjin i understand hoe you feel... don't apologize i get why you did it." He looked up at me. "Your not mad?" I paused for a moment. "Why would i be mad?" I asked him. Oh how i felt that. The last time my dad found out he beat me til my cuts started bleeding.

"Why aren't u mad?..." he asked, tears in his eyes. "Because i do it too..." he looked at me, he paused for a moment. "Oh Felix..." i cleared my throat to stop tears from coming. "Can we talk about this tomorrow?... my dad will come home soon and i need to head back..." i said, trying to get the awkwardness away but also because my dad would kill me if im late.

"Yeah sure..." he said as we arrived at his house. I left after he went inside and i headed home. I managed to arrive before my dad came home, which was good. I went to my room and went on my phone. My dad soon came home, he was... yelling? Wait. He only yells when he comes home when he's drunk. No no no no this can't happen.

He was definitely gonna shatter the bottle on my head, or if im lucky. He was just gonna spill his drink on my head and hit me. "FELIX!" My dad yelled. I rushed downstairs. "why weren't you here to greet me?" He said, slapping me. "I-I didn't know you were gonna come home..." i stuttered. He hit me again, he started beating me over and over.

After that, i went to my room. I showered, i felt the stings on my body from my cuts. I put on a hoodie and sweatpants and went in my bed with my headphones on and music playing. I cuddled up into a fetal position and cried myself to sleep.

To be continued....