Felix pov
I woke up the next day, i looked at the time. Shit! It was 8:30am. School started an hour ago! I rushed to change my hoodie and sweatpants and i grabbed my backpack as i rushed out the house. I ran to school, i was basically out of breath when i arrived. I was running for 20 minutes straight as fast as i could. Gosh im so hot. Why do i always have to wear a hoodie and sweatpants?
I sighed as i headed to class. "Felix! Why are u late?" The teacher asked. "I woke up late so i had to rush here." I told the teacher as i sat down. "Don't be late again." The teacher said as he went back to teaching. I slumped in my chair as i zoned out. After class ended i went to grab my calculator from my backpack when i realized.
My school bag didn't have any of the stuff i needed. It was all bandaids, mental issues books, a small bag of blades, weight loss pills, bandages, lighters, cigarettes, vapes, and my phone. "Ah shit..." i mumble as i close my bag. I forgot i hid all that stuff in my backpack yesterday so my dad wouldn't know. I sighed as i put my bag in my locker.
Hyunjin pov
I looked over at Felix, he seemed... angry and upset a little? I don't know why. I wondered if i should go up to him to ask but he walked away before i could. Lunch soon came and i dreaded it, i decided to go the washroom instead. I headed inside a stall and i kneeled down in front of the toilet. I started purging until i was dizzy. I stood up, flushed it away and washed my hands. I popped some gum in my mouth to get rid of the taste and smell.
I head out to the sinks as i see Felix. Shit! Did he hear anything? Hopefully not. "Hey." Felix said, not even looking at me, he just continued to wash his hands. "Hi." I replied nervously. Before i could walk out the washroom, he stopped me and he gave me a mint. "This might help take away the taste." He said before walking away. Shit. He heard.
I was just curious as to why he didn't yell at me. It wasn't until he went to his locker and his bully dumped everything out his backpack. Weight loss pills? Blades? Bandaids? Bandages? Cigarettes? vapes? lighters? Why did he have those? Maybe he was like me. Im not sure. "Fucking loser, why don't you just go kill yourself already?"
The bully slapped him and punched him as he laughed. I pushed him away. "Aww ur little boyfriend here to save you again?" I punched him again. He soon went away and i bent down to help Felix pick up his stuff. "Oh uh.. its okay u don't need to help me. I can do it myself." He said, i could tell he was nervous.
I decided to stay quiet and continue to help him pick his stuff up. "You should be careful bringing this stuff to school. Especially with your bullies. Yours are different, they're... weird." I finished putting everything in his bag and stood up. I headed to class and i kept zoning out every time i tried to listen. I couldn't stop thinking of what was in Felix's bag.
Soon, class ended and i headed out to my last class. We were getting dorms today and they were telling us right now. Which was good since i didn't wanna be with my parents anymore. I headed to my seat and sat down. Felix was in this class? That's good. As the Professor started to say all the names, at around the 5th one, he said my name. "Hwang Hyunjin with Lee Felix." He said as he continued. My heart sank.
Felix pov
"Hwang Hyunjin with Lee Felix." The teacher said, my heart sank, shit.
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I was getting all my stuff in the dorm and same as Hyunjin, i helped him with his stuff as i put away all my stuff. After, we both went to our own rooms. I put in the last thing in my room i needed, the scale. I stepped on it and weighed myself. The scale read, 70.4kg. Shit. Guess im not eating for a week. I sighed as i grabbed my phone and pulled out my workout routine.
I started doing the workout routine until i heard a knock at the door. "Come in." I said as i stopped working out. "Hi." Hyunjin said as he stepped in the room. "Hey." I replied. "Do you need something?" I look up at him. "Do you think you could help with my homework?" He asked, i stood up and nodded. "Sure, why kinda homework is it?" "It's Math homework." "Oh that shouldn't be bad, im pretty good at math."
I said as i turned off my phone and headed to his room with him. We both sat at his desk and i started teaching it to him. "So if you..." i continued explaining.
Hyunjin pov
As Felix explained, i felt my heart beating faster and faster every time he moved a tiny bit closer. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I managed to finish my homework and Felix went to his room, i put away my homework and laid on my bed, my thoughts eating away at me.
I soon went to sleep while all my overthinking was getting the best of me, i woke up the next morning at 6am, i got ready and dressed for school while Felix also woke up. I went to make breakfast. "Do you want any?" I asked Felix. "No thanks, im not hungry." He replied, he headed out and i just decided to finish up my breakfast. I ate my breakfast and i headed to school.
I put my headphones on as i drained out the world. When i got to school i sat in my seat and i started listening to the lesson. Lunch soon came and i headed to the cafeteria. I sat at a table and started going on my phone. About 2 minutes later, as im scrolling on my phone, i suddenly feel something pour all over my head.
"What's up asshole?" I look back and see my bully. Shit. I get up to go clean up but he starts punching me and beating me up. "Pathetic." I hear him say as he walked away. I stood up and went to the washroom. I cleaned up and decided to just go back to the dorms. I laid in my bed and slept til the next day.
To be continued...
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Dizzy || Hyunlix ff
Fiksi Penggemar⚠️TW⚠️ Ed Sh Abuse Bullying Violence Alcoholism Purging Vomiting Suicide thoughts Suicide Smoking Swearing SA Hyunjin was walking through the hallway and bumped into Felix, what do you think happens next?