Dizzy || Hyunlix ff

Chapter 3

Felix pov

I woke up, it was 11:57 am. I forced myself up and changed into a bigger hoodie and sweatpants. I went to the kitchen and ate a small snack and headed out, i decided to go on a walk. I went to a café that i usually go to on my walks. The workers there know me and they always know my order. "Hey Seungmin!" I smiled at him as i entered. "Hey Felix! Let me guess, you want a caramel mocha?" "Yep, you guessed it."

"Ill get your order ready." I smiled and went to sit down. I pulled out my phone and wallet then Seungmin came over with my order. I gave him the money and i started drinking my mocha. I finished my mocha and left and went to the park. As i reached the park i saw someone familiar, was that... no.. Hyunjin?!?!? What is he doing here? I had to walk past him so he was going to see me either way so i decided to just walk past him.

"Felix?" Hyunjin asked. I looked at him. "Hyunjin? Why are you here?" I asked him. "I love this park, i always go to this park. Why are you here?" He asks. "I also love this park and always go here, how come i've never seen you before?" I asked. "Not sure, wanna hang out?" I froze for a second. "Sure. Where are we gonna go?"

He smiled at me and took my hand. We started walking somewhere i didn't know. But we were running as if someone was chasing us, i absolutely loved it. We soon arrived where we were gonna go and i was panting. I had just realized he held my hand and he's still holding it. I blushed slightly and i was still trying to catch my breath. I looked up at the place. "What is this place?" I asked him.

"Its my favourite sandwich place..." he nervously said. "No way.. this is my favourite sandwich place as well!" His eyes lit up at my words. "No way! We have so much in common." "Yeah we do, should we head inside now?.." "yeah sure." We head inside and sat down. We ordered our food and started waiting for our food. "So uhm.. whats your hobbies?" I asked him.

"I like drawing and painting.. i also like to dance and sing. What about you?" He asks. "I like to dance and sing.. i also like to rap." "Thats nice.. uhm whos your bias in twice?" "My bias is sana. What about you?" "No way! My bias is sana too!" He smiled and i smiled back. Our food came before we could say anything else. "You guys on a date?" I almost choked on my food at what he said. "Uhm no.."

Me and Hyunjin said at the same time. The waiter laughed. "My bad, you look like a cute couple. You do make a cute couple. I wouldn't be surprised if you started dating." The waiter said laughing before he left. I froze for a couple seconds and blinked a couple times. I cleared my throat and snapped out of it. "Uhm anyways... whats your favourite food?"

I asked him to break the awkwardness. "I like tteokbokki, what about you?" "I like kimchi. Its really good." "I like kimchi too! Its super good." "I also like tteokbokki too by the way!" I take a small bite of my sandwich. I wasn't really hungry since i was used to not eating much. My dad always starved me most the time and i starve myself as well, so, eating this much food at a time made my stomach flip but i tried to act fine.

"You okay lix?" I paused for a moment, wait, did he just call me a nickname? "Yeah im fine." "Oh okay." "So what kind of other groups do you like?" I ask him, taking another small bite of my sandwich. "I really like itzy. My cousin Yeji is in itzy as well." Hyunjin said. "My cousin chan is actually in got7, i also like itzy too as well as got7." "No way, your cousin is chan? I also like got7 by the way."

"Do you like nmixx? I love their songs." "I love nmixx! Their songs are so good." "Same and i know right! I don't get why people don't like their songs." "I know right?" Hyunjin takes another bite of his sandwich and so do i. We kept talking and chatting while eating and we soon finish. We head out the sandwich place and go on a walk. After that i tell him i have to go home. "I have to go home now.." i say, a little sad.

"Can i walk you home?" Hyunjin asks. "Sure, why not." We started heading to my house and he dropped me off. I said bye and headed inside. I locked the door and i headed to my bathroom, i grabbed my box and i grabbed the blade out of the box. I dragged the blade against my arms and the blade dripped on the sink counter. "Ah shit..."

I washed the blade and put it back in the box and put it away. I washed the blood off my arm and off the counter. I sighed as i went in my bed and cuddled up in a fetal position. I fell asleep with my body aching and tired.

To be continued...