My EndGame ( Freenbecky)

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Freen POV

It's been five hours since I got here at rooftop, and my pack of cigarettes was empty.

I don't know what to feel , my heart feels heavy, plus I don't get enough sleep.  My head is pounding, and my stomach is empty. 

But I don't care all I think is becky with the crazy ex bitch. Are they coming back together? After that ugly business partner who cause chaos now it's her ex ?

I thought becky loves me but why?  I guess we're not meant to be . So I made up my mind, when she's totally ok,  I'm to my mom place and take a vacation.  I miss my mom too, I'll thinking to stay there for good. Also I'm resigning from my work now because after a few weeks I'm going to take the opportunity that was offered to me in phuket. 

My phone rang and I was  shocked when I saw the of becky because since the night we fight it's the first time she text me.

Come back here.

That's what she said, so what now? Is that bitch go now and I had to go there?
But never mind, she might want to go to the bathroom, so she texted me. I throw half of my lighted cigarettes and walk back to Beckys room.

When I opened the door, she was just staring at the window. 

Becky- Why did you leave?

She asked me, but I noticed she hadn't touched the food nor her medicine.  So i want to buy her new food but she snaps at me

  Becky - you're going to leave now?! Again?!

Freen- I will buy you food, it's lunchtime now.

Becky-  I don't want to eat.  

Freen - why did you ask me to come here ?

Becky- why ? Are you tired now taking care of me?  Is this what you want?

Freen -  Yes, becky this is what I want, and I'm not tired.

Becky- then why the fuck is your problem why are you always leaving me! She's shouting again

I can't control my emotion now and I'm crying so I shout at her

Freen - What! Do u want me to watch you talking with you fucking ex her Rebecca!?? Are you that selfish not thinking about what i would feel!!!

Becky- selfish??? Me ??? Who push people to go home knowing their drunk?!! Who's selfish now freen!??

I don't know what to say I know we are both mad,  I just sit in the couch and cry. I know she's crying too, but I know it's my fault.  I had to help her to recover in so that I could go to my mother.

Freen - ok bec don't worry I'll help you with everything,  after that I'm going far away here. I'm sorry that I cause you all this shit. 

Both of us didn't dare to talk. All I could hear was sobbing . I break my heart, knowing she's crying.

I decided to text irin, saying that I need to go to the company. I ask her to take care.of becky while I'm in the office . But the truth is I'm going home so that I can talk to the management of the condo about me moving out. I really want to go in a short time .

When Irin was here , I bid goodbye to irin and told her to feed becky because she's stubborn.  I didn't say to her about the fight we had .