My EndGame ( Freenbecky)

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Becky Pov

Irin: Becky, come on, let's go. Look, those women are coming closer to you, you're really drunk.

Becky: I can't accept it, Irin. Does she not love me anymore? It's been three weeks since he left, why is it like this, Irin? This is my fault, I should have told her earlier. I want to explain, but I feel like crying.

Irin: Bec, please, let's go home. Look at yourself. When was the last time you showered? Look at your appearance, you're pale and you've lost weight. The people working at your café are looking for you. Don't do this to yourself, please, Bec, everything will be okay.

Becky: Okay? Every day and night I just wait for her to answer my texts or calls. It might be better if I just die , I can't handle the pain anymore. I don't have any family left, and now I don't have Freen either, I said while crying.

Suddenly, Irin hugged me tightly and cried hard.

Irin: Bec, don't say that. What about me, Bec? I can't handle it if you leave; I would go crazy. You were there for me when I needed someone to help me. Please, Becky, don't ever say that again.

That was the last thing I said before falling asleep on Irin's shoulder. When I woke up, I was already home, wearing different clothes. I grabbed my phone to check if Freen had replied, but still nothing.

I opened Irin's message

Irin:

Bec, I left to look after the café. Get some rest and eat, I cooked something for you; it's on the table.

I didn’t have the appetite to eat, so instead, I went for a jog. I passed by the park and saw families with their children. It made me think of Freen again, and I felt like crying. When I got back home, I took a shower because I planned to go to the café , since Freen left, I’ve only been going to the bar and home.

I drank some alcohol before leaving because my body craved it now. I'll just ride the motorcycle since I want to feel  fresh air.

When I arrived at the café, I went straight to the counter to replace my staff. I knew they were all looking at me, but I chose to ignore it. I just wanted to distract myself because if I didn’t, I might die from sadness.

Irin came out of the office.

Irin: Oh, Bec, didn’t I tell you I’d take care of this? Have you been drinking again, Bec!? It’s only 11 AM! Do you want to die fucking early?!

I got irritated with Irin, so I went into the office, and she followed me. I could feel the stares of the people around us.

Irin: What’s fucking wrong with you, Becky! Do you think things will get better between you and Freen if you keep doing this to yourself!? Look at yourself, you’re so thin! Irin yelled at me.

Becky: Stay out of it, Irin! If I die, then let me die! Just leave me alone right now, or I might not be able to control myself and say something I’ll regret!

After Irin left, I cried and cried, feeling guilty for yelling at her. I knew she just wanted me to take care of myself. I cried so much that I fell asleep in the office, and when I woke up, it was already 9 PM. I felt really dizzy, probably because I hadn’t eaten. I closed the café ,I didn’t want to go home because I knew I’d just cry there.

Now, I'm at the bar drinking. A woman has been clinging to me, but I don’t care about her. Since I met Freen, I stopped being a womanizer. It's already 1 AM, but the woman next to me still hasn’t left.

I felt her touch my thigh, so I grabbed her hand to stop her.

Becky: Don’t even try it! Have you not noticed all this time that I don’t care about you!? Go away, you’ve ruined my night!

Girl: That’s what I like, playing hard to get.

Becky: Shut up and get out of my face. I don’t know you, and I don’t want to know you. I don’t even want to touch you, so don’t even dream about it.

She slapped me and left. After she was gone, I decided to leave too, as I had completely lost control and was very drunk.

While I was driving, I started to feel dizzy. The last thing I remember was crashing into a post.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a white ceiling. I looked at my hands and saw they were covered in scratches. It looked like I had been stitched up again.

Great, This is my second accident ,the only difference is that Freen isn’t here to take care of me. I didn’t want to cry anymore, so I was about to get up when I heard Irin’s voice.

Irin: Bec, don’t get up. What do you need? Are you hungry? she asked. I could see in her face that she had been crying; her eyes were swollen.

Becky: I’m sorry, was all I could say before I broke down in tears. I felt her hug me tightly.

Irin: I’m sorry too, Becbec. From now on, I won’t leave you alone anymore, she said, crying.

I couldn’t say anything else. I just hugged her tightly, and we both cried together.

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