My EndGame ( Freenbecky)

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Freen Pov

It's been 3 days since becky incident, but she's not waking up. I'm starting to lose hope, I'm not sleeping either.  I just drink water and apple every time I feel hungry.

That crazy Sofia girl is always here, but I didn't give her a chance to go inside.  

It's 11 am. now, and I'm just sitting beside becky.

Freen - Becky, can u hear me? Please wake up na,  I really miss you  irin miss you too. She's the one who's looking to your coffee shop.  Please, becky I wake up now , I miss kissing and hugging you .
I tell her and kiss her pale lips.

Suddenly, her fingers move, and I am in totally shock.

Freen - Becky, can u hear me? If you do, please move your fingers

She moved it and I'm so happy. When I look at her face, she slowly opens her eyes.

I am crying because of the happiness,  I kiss her forehead and say thank you for waking up becbec But she doesn't talk she just stares at me like I'm another person.

I don't mind it. All I know is I'm happy that she's finally awake. I called the doctor immediately, and after 10 minutes, the doctor said she would be moved to her private room. I called irin and she's happy too, she will be here any  minute . When I went inside I saw becky I was looking at the ceiling.  Then she said, "What are u doing here?"  She asked me, and that's hurt like hell.

Freen - I'm here to take care of you bec. I'm sor....

I wanna say sorry, but she cut me.

Becky - Thank you for taking care of me, but from now on, you don't need to. You can go home now

I don't, but I'm crying, but I don't want to go,  I know a part of me was to blame for what happened to her . So no, I won't go

No , I will be here, I'm said .

But she's starting to sit and jump from the bed saying

Get out !!  Get the fuck out of here freen! Please I'm begging you.

I can see she's in pain because her right feet was not heal yet.
I come near her to hug her but she's shout to me

Don't go near me! Go away

She's mad and she's crying

Then irin arrive

Irin - What's happening??

Becky - Go away freen . Get out ! Becky shout

I move far away from her , I look at irin, and she nods at me . Maybe she wants me to go outside first.  Then I go outside and sit with the bleacher and cry .

After 20 minutes, I saw irin walking in my direction and then sitting beside me.

Irin - Freen, I'm sorry for what happened earlier.  I know she's still in love with you.

Freen - Irin, please stop saying sorry. I know it's my fault for what happened to her. Maybe she doesn't want me anymore.

Freen, don't say that. She's mad because you push her away that night. And it's frustrating her because she can't walk.

Freen - Irin, can u look for her for a while ? I'm going for a walk
I said and walked away from irin

I'm crying till I reach the rooftop of the hospital. I get my cigarette and light it.
Stop using cigarette when I met becky because she said that she hates the smell.  But ever since she's been in hospital, I started using it again to less my stress.

It's 9 pm now, and yes, I skip lunch and dinner because I don't have an appetite.  Irin also sent me a thousand texts saying to come to the room , asking me where i am . But I left them unread.

It's 10pm when I finally decide to see it becky.  Irin texted me also that she left and becky she had already moved to her private room. And before she left, she fed becky and made sure she would sleep.

I'm here now in the private room. I can see that becky it is sleeping.  I don't have the courage to go near her , so I lay on the sofa looking at her. I'm so sad and mad. Sad because I can't even go near her . Mad because it's my fault why she treats me like she doesn't know me.  I'm just staring at her until I fall asleep.

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