Dominated by my ex's son. Mxb

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Sebastian pov.

It's now ten months and half without seeing him. Without holding him in my arms and without hearing him talk. I miss him so much, I miss looking in his eyes which held love for me. I miss his kisses which weren't empty, which held meaning but all went down the drain because I was stupid enough to fall for a forbidden fruit. I knew from the start that things won't be easy, I tried to avoid him,I tried to not fall for him but the magnet was stronger than I was.

I thought I loved Nate but I guess it was all mind tricks, I didn't know what love was until him. Until he came and ruined me. Now I have to live a lone forever.

And I have no one to blame but me.

Only me!

I should have known better, I was the older one in that relationship but I let myself fall like a teenager not minding about the consequences . Now I have to deal with it.

The bad thing is that I still love him like crazy, like the first time he touched me. I never stopped thinking about him like ever. 

On top of that I feel bad because I didn't say goodbye to him, I'm the worst of them all but can you blame me. It was either I go to prison or leave him and I chose the litter cause either way I would lose him.

I knew he was a grown up now but I still feel bad because of what I did. For god's sakes he was seventeen when I slept with him, he was still a minor ok I didn't sleep with him when he was seventeen but he touched me, he gave me hand jobs, blow jobs so I can't justify myself. I should be ashamed of myself even more but it felt right guys, it felt like I was supposed to be there with him no where else but with him.

I lost everything, my job, now I have to work as a marketer because of my stupidity, on top of that lost my best friend.

Now I have to live a lone for the rest of my life.

I sighed deeply getting out of the bed so that I can get to work and stop drooling over the past. Maybe with time these wounds inside of me would heal and someday I will live happily ever after.

I chuckled at the thought, whom was I kidding. Me Sebastian Parker to live happily ever after, I don't think so. I scoffed at myself.

I moved out of the bed, the necklace he gave me still wrapped around my neck with his first letter of his name on. I looked at it kissing it like I have always been doing all these past months. It's the only thing I have left of him and I intend to keep it forever.

I always wonder if he forgot about me, was he now dating someone else. If so! Is he happy with them. My heart started running around in my chest feeling that ache feeling deep inside only by thinking about him with someone else, someone else to make him happy yet deep inside I want that someone to be me yet that can't happen like ever.

I wish someday I can forget him and move on.

With a heavy sigh I stood up eradicating my tears away which I didn't know that they have slipped. I wonder when I will stop crying over spoiled milk.

Was my life going to be like this!

For god's sakes I'm thirty six with no life.

I let myself do my morning routine get dressed and made myself a cup of coffee before I get to work. Someone knocked on my door and I wondered who it was. Since I moved to Chicago ten months ago I have not made any friends whatsoever so who was it.

The person knocked again impatiently and that's when I started walking towards the door downing on me that him or her was impatient because it was pouring outside like crazy and probably they are drenched by now.

I didn't even look in the peep hole, I just pulled my door open and my eyes went wide at the person I'm seeing right now.  What was he doing here, how did he know that I was here, no one knew this place expect Mateo and Theo and I know they didn't tell him that I was here.

I trusted them!

I looked at him my mind going dizzy, I didn't expect to see him here at all. Or see him ever again.

I looked behind him to see whether he was with his daddy but no, he was a lone. All drenched. " Hey babe long time no see" his voice was shaky like he wants to cry but he kept his smile on his lips. " Aren't you going to let me in" he asked but I couldn't utter a word, I was still in shock. " You know I could get sick out here" that brought me back to reality moving away from the door letting him inside.

I closed the door behind us putting his suitcase besides the door as I ran towards my bedroom to get a towel for him. On my way I got some loose sweatpants and a shirt for him to change. I handed them to him showing him were the bathroom was. He just smiled at me moving towards the bathroom and I started panicking again.

My heart was racing in fear, did his daddy send him here. Minutes passed when he got out still drying his hair. I handed him a hot cup of coffee which he accepted with a smile. I was looking at him intently " you know your too hard to find Tian" he said sitting down on the stool

I looked at him with wide eyes, was he looking for me all long but I told him to not look for me " w-what a-are you-" I cleared my throat " doing here" I finished saying to him my whole body Shivering.

" I'm here to get the love of my life back!" he said causally.

" You know we can't" my voice was hard and rude.

" No need to be rude my love" he chuckled " though I'm so mad at you for leaving me like that" he added glaring at me.

" Please I don't want any more trouble with your daddy,please just leave" I say gripping the table hard for dear life.

"Why would you get in trouble when he was the one who found you" my eyes widened at that. He stood up walking towards me with desire in his eyes, that look I have missed so much " ten fuckin months Tian" he said. I stepped back until my back hit the wall with him trapping me. " I really want to kiss you so badly and do dirty dirty things to you while I spank your ass so hard you won't be able to sit or walk again for a month or two" I almost moaned at his words but I just swallowed it down looking down, not able to meet his eyes.

" Look at me damn it" he was getting angrier,I can feel it in his voice. The command in his voice made me look at him and I can see hurt in his eyes. He leaned in pressing his cold lips to mine making me shiver. My body Started to tremble putting my hands on his chest so that I can push him away but all I did was pull him closer deepening the kiss.

How much I have missed him.

He moaned in my mouth when he sucked on my tongue softly. He kissed me like the first time we kissed. I broke the kiss  when I lost air in my lungs looking at him, tears streaming down my face " we can't, you know we can't" I said trying to move away from him.

" Why not,I'm older Tian and my family accepted you already" he said a matter of fact.

" Even though they accepted me, I can't I did bad to you. Can't you see that. I slept with you when you were valuable" I say

" Cut the bullshit Tian, we both know what happened, don't you love me anymore" he asked swallowing hard "I love you and I haven't stopped thinking about You since you left. I have been going crazy my love, now that I have finally found you, I won't let you go again" he said.

" Please listen to me-" he put a finger on my lip stopping me from talking.

" Let's go back to New York, I promise everything is fine. Everything is ok and we are going to be ok my love. " His eyes were pleading to me. " Come back to me my Tian" I Shivered at the call of the name. I looked at his face and it held sincerity. " It's me Tian your Mason"

" Mason you know we can't"

" Yes we can my love trust me" i swallowed nodding slowly trusting him yet again I wasn't sure if this was the best idea out there. Before I go further let me first tell you how it happened for us to be in this situation.

I know you are wondering, asking yourselves how, and when. ok, I will tell you how I got mixed up with Mason Tyler Wright Thompson, my ex's son, and how we got into this situation we are in right now.

Ladies and gentlemen this is our story!