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Sebastian pov

I felt desire surging through my veins just by kissing Mason like this. The kiss was tender, gentle, and soft. He put his hands over my waist squeezing a little and nibbling on my lips softly making me moan in his mouth. That day I forgot the person I was with, I just wanted to enjoy the moment, to feel loved. That's what was on my mind, Mason pulled me towards his body feeling his body heat, and it felt astonishing being in his grasp like that.

I remember him breaking the kiss and looking at me with desire in his eyes. He really desired me and just by looking in his eyes gave me a warm feeling inside my heart. It wasn't lust, it was simply desire. My heart was thumping so hard as he looked in my hazel eyes, even though he didn't say anything I saw what he felt in his eyes as I pressed my lips to his.

I started unbuttoning his shirt with trembling hands, but before I could reach the last button, he stopped me. I looked at him confused; didn't he want me? I remember asking myself and I felt pain in my heart. He said he wants me now, why was he stopping me?

"We need to talk about something before we go further" he husked, pecking my lips. He sounded serious. I started to shake, did he change his mind and he didn't want me anymore this quickly? That would have been great on my part, but I felt like I was in too deep already, I had already fucked up and I wasn't letting him go regardless of what yet it was wrong of me to think like that. "Stop thinking too hard my love" he cooed, pressing his lips to mine in a slow sweet kiss which left me trembling on his lap.

He squeezed my thighs hard as he groaned loudly. That took me by surprise and I looked at him confused, "I am a sucker for thighs" he said as if reading my mind. "They turn me on just by looking and touching" he again squeezed hard "yours are so meaty and soft" he grunted loudly, licking his soft lips.

I had an urge to lean in and kiss him again but I bit my lips to control myself. I want him to take the lead and do whatever he wants to me. My eyes widened at that. What the heck am I saying. I always take the lead with my partners now I want Mason to do it. I sure am losing my mind.

He sighed lowly controlling himself, breathing out heavily. He was weird, I have never been with someone who gets turned on by only thighs "are you ok to talk now or do you want us to talk tomorrow" he asked stroking my thighs up and down. I raked my brain, do I want to talk about it now, obviously yes, I need to know this feeling.

I looked at him nodding slowly "yes let's talk" I hurriedly said when he gave me that look that sends shivers all over my body. He doesn't like it when people nod.

He kissed my cheek, "first! Do you accept to be with me" he asks? I sighed lowly, saying in a small voice a simple "yes"

I know I was stupid to accept him, I know it was an awful move, but what can I say, he was doing things to me and I couldn't control them.

He smiled at that pulling me in to a deep kiss "come let me show you something" he stood with me and my eyes almost got out of its sockets. I was heavy, really heavy, but he was carrying me as if I weigh nothing. "I know what you're thinking baby" he chuckled walking towards the small stairs. "You can't be with someone you can't carry, that's so dumb" he said, placing a kiss on my neck.

I laughed softly "I'm heavy" I said, tightening my legs around his waist. He chuckled again, "yes you are and I like you the way you are".

"Are you saying that I'm fat" I whined

He let out a soft beautiful laugh which made me feel butterflies in my stomach while putting me down "you're a little fat" my eyes widened "though I like you the way you are" he kissed my forehead softly "I can't change anything on your body though because you're perfect" my blood boiled a hundred meters putting my head in his neck placing a kiss there.

No one, absolutely no one, has ever said those words to me!

He pushed me away slightly from the hug looking at me nervously "I'm about to show you something Tian, promise me that you won't freak out" I nodded slowly "ask any questions you want to know ok" I nodded slowly.

He opened a black door slowly, letting me enter first. He switched in the lights as I gasped at what I was seeing. "Oh my God" I gasped out, my eyes scanning the room. I looked around at Mason, he was just observing me slowly not uttering a word "you're in to BDSM" I ask lowly leaning against the wall, my legs felt weak that I couldn't stand still.

I could feel Mason's eyes on me, "isn't it perfect" he muttered standing next to me.

I gulped nervously, "yeah b-but...." I didn't know what to say. He walked further into the room picking up a plastic dildo, scanning it with a smile on his lips.

He looked back at me "does this make you nervous Tian" he asked in his deep voice, shivers ran through my already trembling body making my knees go weak "Come touch if you want" his voice was low, looking at me with an arched eyebrow.

My mouth opened and closed again, flickering around the room. The bed was placed in the middle of the room, it had red duvet and red sheets. It was laid properly, everything was in order, various types of tools were on the table, others hanged up. I could see different types of whips, different sizes of dildos, gags, nipple clamps and many other things I have never seen in my life.

I remember I wanted to run so badly and never look back. But my legs weren't moving. I just stood frozen, not knowing what to do. My breath started coming out harshly, what was wrong with me, I was never like that, I wasn't a type to get panic attacks, but I knew that day I got one and when I opened my eyes, I was in another room with Mason sitting on the edge of the bed.

I remember looking around, heaving a sigh of relief that I wasn't in that room anymore. "How do you feel" Mason asked, his voice a hint of worry.

I swallowed hard "fine" I replied sitting up and rubbing my eyes. I saw Mason was freshly dressed in a black suit as if he were going somewhere "where are you going in the middle of the night" I ask confused.

He chuckled "look outside Tian, it's already morning, and today we have to bury my grandmother" he says, his voice creaking. My eyes widened, I overslept. I slept since yesterday, oh shit!

"I slept since yesterday" I voiced out my worry.

He smirked "yes, you looked tired, it's like you never slept at all these past days" he responded gently. "I made breakfast, it's in the oven, if you want you can stay here, I need to go to the memorial" he said while standing up.

"We have to talk, Mason" I say before he could leave. I have many questions.

He picked up his wallet, pocketing it while sitting on the bed looking at me. He pulled me into a kiss which made my whole-body tremble in excitement, "I know baby but right now, my dad will kill me if I don't go. I want you to stay here and think about what you saw yesterday and gather all the questions you want me to answer, and I promise I will answer each question" he kissed my forehead softly.

"You know your dad is my best friend, I have to be there, right!" I say as a matter-of-fact.

He hummed, "I know Tian but you look pale and need a lot of sleep. I will think of something to tell them just stay here ok" he caressed my cheek.

"They will ask questions Mas" I say

"No, they won't, trust me baby. Make yourself at home. I will come back and then we'll talk" I nodded, trusting him. With one last kiss on my mouth, he left me in various thoughts.

I didn't know what to think about, many things were going through my messed-up head but one thing was for sure I vowed to never use those toys, that wasn't me at all but the moment Mason came back my mouth said otherwise. Silly me!

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