Dominated by my ex's son. Mxb

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Sabastian pov

I left Nate's house earlier than I expected that day. All my friends were confused why I was rushing, but my heart wasn't making it simple for me. I was scared at the same time excited, only the thought of being with Mason all alone made me happy and thinking about it made my whole body giddy in excitement; I just couldn't control myself.

I drove my car like a mad man, going straight to his house with a smile on my lips. I knew what I was doing was so bad and I could get arrested for it but I was unable to control myself, I wanted Mason more than I wanted his father. I don't understand why I was acting like a teenager, but my heart was warm and only the feeling that I was going to be with Mason all alone made me excited.

I even wished if he could suck me again like he did the last time I saw him. Thinking about his mouth wrapped around my shaft made my mind go nuts. The way he sucked me off like a professional, the way he worked his mouth around me made me want more from him; I wondered if only his mouth made me feel like that what about if we go further.

Was I willing to go further with him? No!

But it wasn't clear to me why I was driving to his house in the first place.

All I had to do was drive to my apartment and hide there like I did all these months, but I really wanted to be with him. I don't know what I see in him, I even thought it's because he was Nathan's son because he had Nathan's blood flowing in his veins and I was mistaking him.

I thought I saw Nathan in him and because I couldn't have Nate, maybe I can have his son and if he was sucking me off, I would picture Nathan doing it but the truth was and still is that I don't see Mason as Nathan. I don't even think of Nate anymore, I don't even get jealous when I see him with his husband that's when I came to the conclusion.

I see Mason or Tyler like he wants me to call him. As him, not as his dad.

I remembered that day as I reached the house and I looked at it, it was dark I knew Mason wasn't here yet because I left him at the awakening, I looked at the house, and it looked at me while I was contemplating with myself, asking what the hell was I doing.

Why did I drive here in the first place?

Why did I even think about coming in the first place?

I shouldn't be here, this was so damn wrong to the next level yet my legs and body thought otherwise because before I knew what I was doing, I was walking towards the door with the keys Mason gave me dangling in my hands.

My palms were sweating, my body was trembling as I tried to open the door but the way I was shaking the keys fall out of my hands. 'Fuck', I cursed under my breath putting my head against the door trying to calm myself down. I took deep breaths, gave myself a pep talk as I bent over picking up the keys.

My hands weren't shaking too much, but I felt sweat rolling down my whole body. My mind told me to turn around and leave and never look back, but I was seriously opening the door. Why the hell will I think something else, then do differently. That, I don't fucking know.

All I remember was that I entered, and I looked around for the switch to turn on the lights. After successful finding it, I walked towards the living room as I sat uncomfortably on the couch, my entire body shaking. I pulled off my jacket, folding it properly while I put it next to me.

I couldn't handle it, I stood up and started pacing around, my shirt was now wet due to sweating too much. I was unable to control myself, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. I wasn't breathing, the room was on fire and I couldn't breathe.

I needed to breathe so badly, but I couldn't.

Tears started to stream down my face, regretting my decision, why did I come here in the first place. I am such a disgusting man, who has no shame, and the more I think about it the more my breath hitched.

Next thing I remember was two strong hands hugging me from behind, telling me to breathe and calm down. I knew the voice, so I cried harder in his chest like a fucking kid, I gripped his hands that were holding me tightly trying to control myself while he whispers sweet words in my ear calming me down. I inhaled his manly scent, which did too much in calming me down that day.

I remember him whisper" it's ok my Tian, I am here" only those words made me press myself to him like if he let go I would break. I don't remember how long we stood there, but I know it was long but he didn't let go, he scooped me in his warm hands, and he didn't let go.

He pushed me away slowly whipping me around gazing in my eyes, his eyes were so blue like the waves, and they were bright when the light hit in them. He looked at me with worry in his eyes whilst caressing my cheek lovingly, he brought his mouth towards my own placing a tender, soft kiss on my lips. It was our first kiss and it felt perfect.

My lips were still trembling, he didn't deepen the kiss, it was an assurance kiss which made my heart beat wildly, and I found myself gripping his waist hard, kissing him back. His lips were so different from those I have kissed before, his kiss was different, I had never tasted something so exquisite like his lips.

"Are you better now" his voice was so tender, not the one I was used too. I nodded, looking him in the eyes, I knew my face was all red from all the crying I had done. "I will never let anything happen to you Tian I promise" he whispered putting his mouth in my neck pulling me closer.

Mason broke the hug pulling me towards the couch, sitting down. He pulled me on top of his lap so that I was straddling his lap. I didn't fight with him, although I never sat on someone's lap like this before, but he felt so warm and comfortable, I couldn't control myself.

My heart was beating wildly, but only the smell of his cologne was maddening my senses. He was drawing circles around my back softly making my body to tremble in excitement, his breath on my neck not doing justice to my body at all. "Tian" he whispered, as a wave of shivers ran down my spine, turning me on.

"I have dreamed about this for so long" he whispered placing a kiss on my earlobe pulling at it with his mouth "don't run away from me again-" he said "please" I looked at him with confused eyes. What the hell was he talking about.

"You're always the reason I wanted to grow up so quickly, Tian, I have liked you since I was eight. You've been always my fantasy Tian and I can't let you go now. I am willing to be your dirty little secret as long as I am with you" he pecked my lips softly.

"You Tian are my weakness" he said pushing the hair that was falling on my face away scanning my whole face "you're the reason I found out that I was bisexual, now I have you baby boy, please just stay here with me like this" I didn't know why I did the next move, but I pressed my lips to his forgetting the person I was making out with at that very moment but somehow, I knew why I was kissing him. It was because....

No one had ever said those words to me.